Merry Christmas 2009

HoHoHo~~~

Wishing you a Merry Christmas and a happy new year. It is the 4th time I have Christmas without my family. There are pros and cons. lol...

Hope you have a great time in this season of greetings.

Take care. Peace out!

frust! and cure?

I am going to turn 23 soon. Feeling kind of old~~~ duh...

Over with my final exam papers for this trimester. Currently having free time on my hands and is getting bored. What should I do for fun??? Hmm...

I have been thinking, regretting and trying to resolute on my views on life. What good deeds have I done for myself and others? What should I have done instead to avoid those bad stuffs from happening again? Hmm... I really am still growing mentally and emotionally. Aargghhh... the worst part is that I gained 10kg in 1 year! WTH!!! It's freaking 10KG!!! Haizz... I am so doomed! Something must have gone wrong at some point. How can I turn things around?

*Sigh~~~*

I know, I know. I should have more self-discipline and self-constraints. Haiz... Whatever. So many frustrations and so many regrets... I am so freaking emo right now~~~

Tired, wanna sleep. Night.

Here is something to spice up my emo emo situation. haha...



This one too.



I don't really understand what is the song about. However, they gave me a feeling of saying good bye to those bad memories and welcoming and hoping for new good things to happens. haha...

Aaahh... found it!

L'arc-En-Ciel - The Fourth Avenue Cafe

L'arc-En-Ciel - Dive To Blue

hahaha... I do know that "the sun will come out tomorrow". Feeling better now. Love Laruku always. (^.^)

(*^o^*)~Crossdress Paradise~(**^o^**)

Bishonen and crossdressing... OMG!!! I could go to heaven right now. hahaha...

Personally, I prefer their real face without the makeup. They really look naturally kawaii and that make me envious. hehehe...

The makeup is kind of too thick for me and made them look kind of plasticcc??? Just my opinions. Anyway, it's not like those show bizz people would let the contestants go on without makeup though. What kind of show would that be? lol...

Just check out them out. For the sake of fun. haha...

Crossdress Paradise in Youtube.

And I could go bang myself against the walls now. Still have a few final papers to go. =P Die!!!

Back from BuddY Mini Camp.

Reached my Melaka house yesterday at around 2.30pm. It was a wonderful yet short camp. Met new friends. Had lots of fun and definitely learned something. A nice experience that I will treasure. Hope to join such a camp more in the future. Get to play on the beach and with sea water on the last day which conclude the whole trip with a great end. =D

Actually, from the activities and interaction with some new friends in this camp made me think again about my future, relationship with people and also myself. What do I really really want from myself and others? How should I change to have a better life? Yes!!! I do need some changes in my life since I am not so happy with it right now. I am thinking and thinking... I also found some people that I admire for their courage and attitude toward life. How they seems so decisive with their actions and how brave they are to be different from the crowds. It is wonderful to see that they are all such close friends even if they are different from each other. As always, I am the one who like to sit back and observe people. haha... They are a fun and reliable crowd to be with.

My laptop is currently with CK. He help me to reformat it and I know that it is in good hands. haha... Therefore, I am using my sister's computer to blog and play. hehe...

I will be going back to my hometown tonight. Meet my family and maybe some old friends. I missed out the recent secondary school reunion in Pasir Puteh. In fact, it had been almost half a year since I last went back to Kelantan. Kind of miss it now. Looking forward to see some familiar faces. Oh, yeah!!! I can collect another Coke glass tonight while waiting for the bus to arrive. haha... By going back to my family, I am usually cutting myself off from the cyber world. That means no blogging, no facebook, no onemanga, no movies and no J-rocks. duh...

Anyway, anyhow, I will be back from Kelantan after 2 weeks. Going to face a new trimester again. For now, enjoy your holidays and just go do something crazy because life is too short to regret it later. haha... Bye bye.

p/s: got a new eye candy... =P

to Port Dickson.

I am going PD tomorrow with the society members. It's a mini camp. Can't wait. I think I kind of over packed my bags. haha... Hope everything turn out well and let's have lots and lots of funzzz... Plus, remember to learn something from the camp. haha...

Adios.

Fillet Masak Sambal.

I made what I said I was going to make today. Fillet Masak Sambal. It is much better this time than the last one. I think it's because I took a longer time to "tumis" the sambal. haha...

Seriously addicted to facebook. The games, the quizzes, and the videos. Many of my friends are posting interesting videos in their profile and so do I. Sometimes they are the same videos because I think they are worth sharing. That is why I am looking forward to see more interesting videos being shared in facebook.

Some examples:





I haven't played Pokemon for ages now. Trying to get back to it. Will be going for a camp this weekend. After that, going back to my hometown. Having mix feelings about them. Anyway, hope it's going to be fun and more funzzz... haha...

Adios. See you next time.

End of Delta sem 1 life.

Final exam is finally over. Went to Sushi King and ate too much. =P All because I was too greedy for the unagi. lol... Next time will just concentrate on unagi and don't want to order a set meal anymore. haha...

Just before blogging, I had so many things to share out but once I started to log in everything flew away. Typical.

All hell break loose with the end of examination. Warggghhahahaha...!!! That means more time for my leisure activities. I have always love playing games, reading manga and watching movies. However, my new found interest right now is cooking.

Cooking seems like making a love potion to me. Adding different ingredients together and season it with various spices will produce many amazing stuffs. Could it be that I was influenced by Clamp in Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles? haha... Not to say that I am such a good cook though. I am still learning. haha... Don't think that it is good enough to show to others. There are still rooms for improvements. ^o^

Today meal is going to be Fillet Masak Sambal again. A simple and low budget dish. Apa-apa pun, janji kenyang sudahlah. =D Why fillet? Because I tak pandai siang ikan leh... =P

I made Tom Yam soup before. It was too sour for me but just nice for my sister. I prefer a spicy one. Foods that are not spicy are not food at all. hahaha...

My new resolution is to go jogging every morning. Kind of doubting myself in doing that. =D

Okay, that's all for now. Going back to my slumber. Till my fingers meet keyboard again and with the internet line not letting me down. See you. Go enjoy your life. =D

heavy rain and flash flood.

It has been raining since early in the morning. Pretty heavy with thunder and lightning. I felt quite good because it cooled the house.

I was cooking breaklunch and suddenly, my feet were in water. Shocked! I looked around and guess what? My kitchen was flooded!!! Damn! Peeked behind my house and got a second shock. The whole alley was underwater!!! Warrrghhhh!!!!!!!! Help, help, help!!! Triple shock! Even the garage was flooded because the whole road was underwater too! Nooooo... My sandals and slippers are floating... floating... floating... Aduuuiiiiiiii!!!!!!!! It is going to be a hard work to clean up all those... dirty water stains and dirt plus some wet dry dead grasses... Damn. I hate it. Hate it!

Right now, I am practically trapped inside my house. Luckily there is no class today. Waiting for my sisters to be back from their classes. I wonder how are they going to get into the house. It is flooding and dirty. Dirty.Dirty. Dirty!!!

Oh, the kitchen is almost dry now! Hmm... Damn flash flood. Let me check the garage. Hmm... No more water pooling except for the dirt and grasses..... Have to clean up, clean up. Hate it. Hate it. Did I mentioned that the bathroom and toilet were affected too? Well, luckily the bedrooms, living room and center space were safe. Haizzz... Have to go now. It is still thundering and lightning.

going to Delta

Hey, hey, hey,

How is everybody doing? Enjoyed your holiday? I sure did, with family visiting my sisters and I here in Malacca. haha... =D Anyway, it is now time to switch on the study mode button, which need to be warm up for about a month. lol...

Today is Saturday, 13th of June. In two days time, I will become a Delta undergraduate. Hmm... what new about it? Well, I am kind of nervous and a bit excited about a subject called Mini Project. It is an elective. Between Mini Project and Multimedia Technologies and Applications, my friends and I decided to go with Mini Project. Of course we have to produce a functioning hardware and software by the end of the trimester and it is challenging to me, but the good part is that it does not have any written test or final exam paper. So, it is all practical and technical. Therefore, I am so looking forward to this subject.

Plus, I will also be taking a subject called Law for Engineer. Haizzz... not so thrilled about it. I have seen my friends and sister studying law and it is like hell. You have to memorize so many things. All the names, dates, and facts..... Woah... just thinking about it almost make my head wanna pecah!!! duh...

Other than these, I am welcoming my Delta year with open heart and arm. Looking forward to meet my friends again, and new assignments. lol... Learn from the past and hope to do better today so that I can have my very best future.

Casa Lily

Hello, hello;

I am so happy right now. XD

It's a new dawn, it's a new day. The perfect time to start anew and turn over the old leaf. teehee...

Let's me introduce you to FiRiea's new friend, Casa Lily. hahaha...

Casa looks so good in a saree ^o^

Sometimes FiRiea visits Casa and they have so much fun together.



Meanwhile, Casa also enjoy playing with FiRiea at his house. ^O^

~good friends dancing together~

~in the garden~

Don't they just look perfect for each other? ~^^~ I do think so.



Right now, Casa and FiRiea are working hand in hand to decorate their houses. Casa's current priority is to decorate her kitchen. Isn't that lovely. I can't wait to see what a beautiful kitchen it is going to be. haha...

~Casa's kitchen under constructions~

~Casa's with her toy collections~

The mystery eggs were quite a waste if you ask me. You never know what you are going to get. Sometimes you even get the same toys. duh... Nevertheless, the toys are very cute. haha...

p/s: This post is kind of retarded for my age. Maybe people will assume that I had brain damages. hahaha...

You are the LOWEST!!!

ssIt has been a week since that happened. The way you responded to it was too much and over the board. You blamed it all on me and have been going around telling everybody it was all my faults. How coward and irresponsible of you. Well, I guess that is why you are the way you are. I guess I was the only fool who misanalyze your personality before. Now I know that you are the most insincere person I have ever met. For you to say :

"I warn you before to never go against me!!!"

to me when what had happened was not actually all my fault is really arrogant and stupid. Plus, saying:

"I do not want to see your face or hear your voice ever again!!!"

to a long time friend only show how selfish and ridiculous you are. Anyway, it does made me realize that you are not actually worthy of a friend.

Now, you are gossiping on me to everyone and keep on blaming everything on me when you are the one at fault and haven't even apologize to me. It is telling me how desperate you are to make people hate me and believe that you are not at fault. Stupid. I am not going to waste my time in trying correct the false information on me that you are spreading around. To me, we always need two sides of a story before coming to a conclusion. To those who only blindly listen to one side of a story and simply believe it need to grow up and look at things from different point of views. As long as my family and closest friends know the real me and really understand what is going on is enough.

In case you haven't realize, I also know all of what you had done before and all your secrets too. Even the DARKEST one. I could have been doing what you are doing to me right now. But, I choose not to because I am not as low as you and I just don't want to be a cold blooded backstabber like you. Maybe if someone give me 1 million USD then I will sell out your secret??? haha... Why not 500k USD? Because I am not that cheap. Why not make it 500 million USD? Well, because you never worth that much lor... :P

What I had learnt from this is that the are a lot of ridiculous people in this world. Some like to easily blame others and thought she is always right. I even tried to discuss on what had actually happened with you before, but you just gave me cold shoulders and said really cruel things to me. Things a person should never said to her friend of 3 years. What you said was only to save yourself without even trying to understand the whole things. I think, you are one of those arrogant being that only treat people around him or her as things. People around you are only companions that will be disposed and destroyed when you no longer need them. You think too highly of yourself and easily make fun of others. Wonder why did I become your friend before. Haizzz...

I am not going to be hypocrite and hope God will give you a fair judgement. Instead, I sincerely prayed very very hard to God that you will be experiencing exactly the same kind of pains and griefs that you have caused me from this incident in the very near future in your current life. Not in your next life if there is any. I wonder if God will ever grant a prayer that contains such grudges in it.

In addition, I also learnt now who my real friends are and who are just a fake one. Well, I am lucky to have my good friends who are there when I need them the most. The fake one, I just need to let them go and out of my life. It is really startling to me that a person heart can be so cruel and how far can they go in order to hurt anyone they want. Hmm... I need to be wiser in knowing a person heart and their personality. I have to learn on letting go of unworthy person in my life too. It is better for both of us.

So, with the last 'push stop' in this post I will just forget all this thing and move on with my life. Sayonara and "You are definitely the lowest!!!".

it is ON !!!

fuh... i had a cold war with my roomie today.

it was my fault anyway. i was extremely late to lunch. they waited for me for an hour and even ordered chicken rice for me. the thing is, i did not ask them to wait or help me to order anything. however, my gravely fault is that i also did not tell them to not wait for me before i went to shower ( by the way, i showered for about half an hour. hehe... kanasai... ) duh... i should have picked up the phone and said:

"dun wait for me yaa... i dun wan eat oredi. wanna go shower now. u guy eat baa..."

what made matter worst was when i went to the shop and instead of apologizing, i said: "why order for me?" woah!!! that really add oil to the flame lor...

haih... yup, i know it is my damn fault and i apologize about it. sorry........

the good news is, she have forgiven me just now. haha... yeah. thank you for not being mad for too long. if not, i don't know what to do leh... but, to have to bear her hatred even for just half a day is really dreadful. gosh, i really thought the world had stop spinning! lol...

erm... why did i feel so bad about it? aside from it being my mistake, it was the first time that we have such an uncomfortable situation. so, i really have no idea on how to deal with it. there have never been anything like this between us for almost 3 years. and it just happened she is about to leave in about a month. duh... really regret it.

again, i am sorry and thank you for forgiving me. yeah, now everybody officially know that i am such a jerk.

p/s: tell you something, i actually haven't return home since lunch. lol... was feeling scared leh...

FiRiea

i have been using facebook since the beginning of this trimester, around February this year. all thanks to my cousin who live in Australia. i never meet her in person actually, but we are keeping in touch using facebook now.

there are many interesting features in facebook that you may get addicted to. haha... as for my friends and i, we are hooked on Pet Society. we like to take those weird quizzes available too. like asking "who were you in past life", "when will you get married", "which x-men characters are you" and so on. i know it is lame but, who would not take on such easy quizzes. it is just for fun anyway.

well, among all those applications, i love Pet Society the most. my darling pet name is FiRiea.

in living room ready to greet friends visiting

in bedroom wearing St Patrick outfits

happily taking a bath

i first made him a male, but since there are many cute female clothing that i cannot help but let him wear them. haha... he is still all male and not gay though. i do not wish to change his gender either.

during Easter celebrations

in the playroom

i still have far to go in Pet Society. have to earn more money to dress FiRiea up and decorate the house. haha... sometimes i bring him to stadium to have fun earn some money.


we also go to cafe to meet new friends.


or just wander around the city and go for treasure hunting. hahaha...


other than this, my friends and i are also playing SuperPoke! Pets, friend for Sale, Farm Town, and Restaurant City. anyhow, i love Pet Society the most. a new addictions i guess. however, i am still very happy with it. haha...

April 2009

as time goes by, i still remain unchanged. except for my weight. duh...

it is April now and final exam is just around the corner. i MUST absolutely do much much better than last time. God bless...

oh, ya... forgot to mention earlier in this trimester. i am taking a subject called Cyberpreneurship or the lecturer prefer to refer it as Technopreneurship since we are engineering students. haha... must sound more advance maa... our bussiness project is slightly different. we are offering other kind of products. well, i will let you know how it goes after the end of this trimester. so, be patient ya...

well, that is all of this crappy post. i just want to post something so that nuffnang would not stop ads in my blog. lol... thanks for your time and remember to help me click click on the advertisements.

domo arigato gozaimasu.

sweet EP

duh... i am now in MMU CITS computer lab downloading some stuffs. the internet services in where i am staying really suck. guess i should have come to this lab much earlier. anyway, i am going to move out of EP for next trimester. hohoho... bidding sayonara to dear dear EP.

let me tell you something about EP, and of course there are always two sides of every story.

the bright side of EP:

1. very very near to MMU, say 1 minute walking distance? well, it is just opposite MMU main gate but is far from Law School.
   
2. have all your basic needs in one place, because eating outlets, groceries shop, computer center, hair saloon, and eye wears shop are just at the ground floor.
3. RM195 per month for twin sharing including internet fees, water and electricity bills. will be penalize if your bills exceed certain amounts.
   
4. free cleaning services.
5. there is a laundry services inside the building, RM2.00 per kilo is considerable cheap and you can usually get your clothes back on the next day. i like the laundry ladies the most.
6. the handyman is very nice, will help repair any damaged lamp or plumbing system.
   

now, come the ugly side of it, hahaha... :

1. troublesome security procedures every time you enter or leave EP compound.
2. very hard to bring friends in when you need to do some assignment discussions, have to register first and use the back gate only! damn that overreacting stupid guard. you have to freaking circle the whole building if you are coming out from campus. very silly.
   
3. damn, i hate the guards the most!
4. RM195 rate (twin sharing) is applied to every kind of rooms, no discount even if your room is at block B which is very very smaller compared to the one at block C. they save the best for guys only. definitely is a gender discrimination, damn!!! the same goes for anyone staying in the OVEN room, no big windows like other rooms except small one that face the kitchen. it is freaking hot, man!!! they should have come out with different rates for different kind of rooms, but why should they care when they freaking know that people are still going to rent it out :P
   
5. rents are to be collected in every 3 months, meaning you have to pay RM585 in a go. ouch!!! it hurts.
   
6. no, you cannot cook inside the house.
7. the internet is free, but it is very slow............... what a shame.
   

number 1, 2, 3, 4 and 7 in dislike is my main strong reasons to move out of that building. for the advantages, i only like number 1, 4 and 5.

well, i guess i am just tired of staying in EP. time to move out, baby.

one more thing, it really is much cheaper to stay outside. renting a room or house can save you more money. plus, you can get the whole room for yourself. of course it depends on what you are looking for and how you manage your priorities.

as for me, i am looking forward to stay outside with housemates that i can choose on my own. lol...

master room with air-cond RM220

not so sure if my blog is getting people attentions much. haha...

as mentioned above, i am now offering an air-conditioned master room at RM220 per month for renting in June this year.

1. location: Taman Bukit Beruang - 5 to 7 minutes walking distances to MMU
2. rate: RM220 per month
3. type: master room - may get yourself a roommate if you wanted to
4. furniture: air-conditioner, washing machine and fridge
5. availability: 1st of JUNE in year 2009
6. feature: biggest room in the whole house - can accommodate up to 2 or 3 people
7. additional: friendly and cheerful housemates ^o^ - a house full of happiness

any enquiries can be forwarded at:

YM: lilychya86@yahoo.com
MSN: lilychya86@hotmail.com

P/S: the room is taken...

so bad

today is public holiday for it is Maulidur Rasul. i forgot what it stands for... :P
which mean i have 3 days of free time, Saturday, Sunday and Monday... and i should have been making full use of this opportunities to settle all my unsolved solvable business. still, i just... =.=

haih... is there any solid, definite, extreme and good unselfish way in which i can change into a better person or a step closer to it? i do know what i have to do but, i just could not get myself to obediently do what i ought to. it is just so frustrating and devastating to myself... and this is not a freaking first time.

jeez... God! i am such a failure and a damn loser!!! fuck it all. damn! i am so mad at myself!!!

opsss... did i just used the f word. damn. before you go into any conclusion, just make a decent research on how the word F.U.C.K originated from first... :P

my rommie said that i should just as well proceed with the f word in this post since i really am an impolite, rude person according to her. haha... so, i am just being true to myself here? am i that vulgar of a person??? oh, no!!! where did all my ladylike qualities went to? that provides if i have any... =X die, die, die...

p/s: dun trust my roommie...

tag tag

my virgin tagging... ( hope it does not sound too weird, but who cares anyway =P )

Let's tag tag tag.

Here's how it works.
1. write ten things about the person who tagged you.
2. write ten things about yourself.
3. find ten person u wanna tag.


1--> ten things about Jia Wen ~~~

1. Jia Wen is a girl if you are wondering =D
2. She is not single.
3. has a few pets, like Nike and Ayam.
4. very cute.
5. I first know her through Kim Foong because we were housemates in EP.
6. love to drink Shandy.
7. a very good girl, no late night outing, no drinking, no gambling, no smoking, no clubbing, and no drug of course.
8. I can see that she loves EH very much.
9. currently studying in MMU Cyberjaya.
10. I hope she still listen to PCD. haha...


2--> ten things about me ~~~

1. birth name is Lay Hun and surname is Lee.
2. was in Sekolah Kebangsaan.
3. learning my broken Mandarin informally from friends, if you hear me speaks Chinese, please do not expect me to read or write it lor... haha...
4. love to learn languages actually but why most 'bahasa' teachers are very 'garang' ?
5. opss... gained a whole lot of weight but have not been reducing it yet.
6. does not handle chores properly.
7. love spicy foods the most.
8. love to love.
9. hate laundry the most, must have washing machine (whoever created it is an awesome genius)
10. extremely friendly to closest friends only. hehe...


3--> I want to tag ~~~

1. Jessie
2. Pei Fen
3. Asmice
4. Cindy
5. Kim Foong
6. Yin Fung
7. Yeong Chiann
8. Koo Pig
9. CK Tan
10. Mei Yin

thanks for reading up to here. haha... :D

Happy New Year 2009

it is still January and i can say Happy New Year!!! haha...

hello hello. how is everyone doing? repeating the same old cycle of making new year resolutions and trying to finish it all in December? haha... the truth is i never have any resolution at all. haha... ridiculous you may think. but that is me.

i do not see the significant of having a resolution at all :P you either do it or you do not. as simple as that. why would you bother making so many things up if you know you are never going to fulfill it. come whatever may and just know that you are going to be better than the old you, right? as time goes by, people do mature whether they want to or not. to me, it is always changes toward the best. good luck in your life everyone. may this year of Ox be generous and prosperous for me. haha...

talking about growing up, do you know Dakota Fanning? the cute and brilliant child starlet. she stared in Hide and Seek with Robert De Niro, War of The Worlds with Tom Cruise, The Cat in The Hat with Mike Myers, Man on Fire with Denzel Washington, I am Sam with Sean Penn and many more. borned in year 1994, and a big fan of Hello Kitty she really rocks hollywood with her God given acting talents.

look at her now, already grown up into such a babe... woalaa...

however, being a celebrity since childhood appears to have it downfalls. i just wish that she does not turn out like how Lindsay L, Britney S or Drew B used to be. may her path is on the brighter side. all the best and keep on shining, baby! haha...

I turn 22 today [^o^] V

hello world! i am officially 22 years old today. hmm... should i be happy? most girl does not like to have their age known because it show how much they have aged, but... well, i guess i have not reach that stage yet. haha...

anyhow, this is the day i should be thinking back and front about my life so far.

past:
of course there are many mud-poles and obstacles which i really really should take as firm reminders to not repeat those same old stupid mistakes and wrong-doings again. yeah, i did fell flat on my face twice! it is very regretful and i ought to correct those bad habits and laziness for my own good. i owe myself some redemptions.
still, many good things did happen too. when you lost something, you must be gaining something else, right? so did i. i got to know something i was not sure of before. the price is high thought.

now:
i could be and should be doing a better job. enough of time wasting!!!

future:
there is many to come... which i shall face with head held high and fully prepared. future means hope too.

today birthday is quite special for me. having my best friends bought me some fun. best of all is to have someone to celebrate my special day with me. it means a lot to me.

we watched a movie is called "Australia" leads by the ever lovely Nicole Kidman, and this year 2008 sexiest man alive Hugh Jackman. my verdict on this movie is, it is just MARVELOUS baby. some may compare it with the movie 'pearl harbor', but no no no. they are totally different. i am just absolutely in LOVE with this movie. needless more babbling as you better watch it yourselves for this movie really worth it. by the way, it runs for 3 hours mind you. better not drink too much during the movie or you will have to go to the bathroom like i did. haha... miss some good parts of the movie. haih...

all in all. today is one of my great days. thanks to Jessie, Pei Fen and Joanne.

tomorrow will be out with housemates for a steamboat or so is the plan. haha... looking forward to it. oh, yeah! i have not update on my last Singapore trip yet. hehe...

P/S: latest birthday wish is to get a place in Dean list.