christmas eve

what a night! here i am, stuck in my rental room with my friend. we did not go out and have some fun, since we do not have a transport. such a lame and boring way to celebrate christmas. (=.=!!!)
i heard before that people tends to feel more lonely when it come to festivals. some will usually gather with their family members and friends on these day. but, some may feel lonely and have nothing special to do. i am kind of in the latter situation right now...

flashing back, i remember how we used to celebrate christmas in my hometown. we did not have much to do during the eve, but things are busy on christmas day. we would sleep early and woke up 5.30 in the morning since we only have one bathroom in each house. it was an old shop house in a small "cowboy" town. when everyone is ready by 7.00am, we begin our car ride to the next town which is an 1 hour journey.
reaching the church around 8.00am, we went for the services, reciting the hymns, listening to the father preaching, and some performances by children from the sunday school. usually there will be a few baptism ceremonies on that day. the service ends in about 2 hours. we were given some nicely wrapped tokens from the church. children usually get snacks and stationary while adults get mugs with cover. i used to get chocolate coated biscuits, pencil box, and other kind of snacks. my siblings and i do barter trades when we get home. after gifts giving, we head for a lunch buffet. the main event of the day for me. they have been changing the venues and foods from time to time, but it was always delicious. yummy...
after some decent meals, we head back home and return to our normal life. watching interesting, sometime boring tv programmes or just fooling around. but, since we have astro now, it should be much better compared to years back then. sometimes, my parents will bring us to shopping malls for some entertainments.
what i miss most about christmas is celebrating it with both my grandparents, but they past away since my secondary schools years. may God bless their souls always with love and peace.

unfortunately, here i am right now. hundred of kilometres away from my nostalgic hometown. my friends and i were supposed to go portugese settlement there but the trip was cancel (T.T) however, i plan to treat myself to a nice meal tomorrow. may it be a nice breezy day.
finally, i wish all my families and friends merry christmas and a happy new year. may it be full of joy and harmony. have fun and take care. i am not a christian actually, but i still enjoy celebrating christmas.

mr president

how dare you ask me "what you hold the position for?" when you yourself never attend any seminar, talk or our club official meeting. always ask you underlings to cover for your shit!!! only care for your other club.
listen here properly!!! whether you like it or not, you are the president and i am just an ASSISTANT secretary. ASSISTANT secretary!!! your vice president, secretary and treasurer are willing to take your all your bull but do not ever think that i will anyway be like them.
want to talk about RESPONSIBILITY? damn you, our club biggest coming event is not even organized by you. and what is your position again? PRESIDENT!!! i am just a small tiny ASSISTANT secretary, and i did my part in it. how about you??? what the hell have you contribute for that? where is your responsibility???
do not ever try to dare me anymore. got it? ADIOS!!!

P/S: oh, my God! i really hate myself when i get mad!!! ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

爱的路上只有我和你

Ai De Lu Shang Zhi You Wo He Ni

Artist: Richie Ren

Bu zhi dao shen me shi hou kai shi xi huan zhe li
Mei ke ye li dou hui lai zhe li kan ni
Ni chang de zhe me mei li jiao wo bu neng bu kan ni
Kan bu dao ni wo jiu mi shi le zi ji

Hao xiang qian ni de shou zou guo feng feng yu yu
You shen me kun nan wo dou pei zhe ni
Zhi dao tian chang di jiu, zhi dao tian huang di lao
Ai de lu shang zhi you wo he ni

Bu zhi dao shen me shi hou kai shi xi huan zhe li
Mei ke ye li dou hui lai zhe li kan ni
Ni chang de zhe me mei li jiao wo bu neng bu kan ni
Kan bu dao ni wo jiu mi shi le zi ji

You shi hou ni hen tiao pi zong shi rang wo zhao ji
Yi ke xin zong shi wei ni diao bu ting
Zhi you yi bi shang yan jing, zong you qian bai wan ke ni
Ni de ying zi, zhuang man wo de nao huai li

Bu neng guo bu xiang ni, ye bu neng guo wang ji ni
Zhong shi zai meng li yi zhi kan dao ni
Duo xiang dui ni shuo ju, wo shi zhen de ai ni
Dui mo de xin bu yao zai huai yi

Hao xiang qian ni de shou zou guo feng feng yu yu
You shen me kun nan wo dou pei zhe ni
Zhi dao tian chang di jiu, zhi dao tian huang di lao
Ai de lu shang zhi you wo he ni

Hao xiang qian ni de shou zou guo feng feng yu yu
You shen me kun nan wo dou pei zhe ni
Zhi dao tian chang di jiu, zhi dao tian huang di lao
Ai de lu shang zhi you wo he ni

*P/S: this is my favourite love song ever. it really sang out how i felt about my first crush [:P]
really bring back the good memories. whenever i feel down, it always lift me up. haha...
however, Wang Lee Hom is still my all time favourite singers alive. ^O^

pasar malam

look at the foods... Oh, my God! guess how many people was it for? i will give you the answer in the next post... while you are at it, also try to list out the foods name one by one including the drink. good luck ^O^

the beginning...

my first scribble on this blog.
wow... i had move forward i guess. starting from blogging in friendster, i proceed to using blogger, with more features and applications. however, what matter most is the contents itself.
there is still some improvement that i need to do here, but i am running out of idea so far.
looking back into my previous blog website, i mostly tell about my heartfelt and all those nonsense emotional unbalanced experiences i had. hopefully this time, my blogs will describe me in a much better way. not the emotional and clueless brat like back then. nevertheless, it really was the old me. just hoping that i did grew up from those life encounters, into a mature and wise young lady. that is my wish at least. ha ha... there is nothing wrong with a girl wishing for something good for herself. as long as nobody else was hurt by it.
well, that is all for now. see you in the next posts. take care and so long. adios.