so bad

today is public holiday for it is Maulidur Rasul. i forgot what it stands for... :P
which mean i have 3 days of free time, Saturday, Sunday and Monday... and i should have been making full use of this opportunities to settle all my unsolved solvable business. still, i just... =.=

haih... is there any solid, definite, extreme and good unselfish way in which i can change into a better person or a step closer to it? i do know what i have to do but, i just could not get myself to obediently do what i ought to. it is just so frustrating and devastating to myself... and this is not a freaking first time.

jeez... God! i am such a failure and a damn loser!!! fuck it all. damn! i am so mad at myself!!!

opsss... did i just used the f word. damn. before you go into any conclusion, just make a decent research on how the word F.U.C.K originated from first... :P

my rommie said that i should just as well proceed with the f word in this post since i really am an impolite, rude person according to her. haha... so, i am just being true to myself here? am i that vulgar of a person??? oh, no!!! where did all my ladylike qualities went to? that provides if i have any... =X die, die, die...

p/s: dun trust my roommie...

tag tag

my virgin tagging... ( hope it does not sound too weird, but who cares anyway =P )

Let's tag tag tag.

Here's how it works.
1. write ten things about the person who tagged you.
2. write ten things about yourself.
3. find ten person u wanna tag.


1--> ten things about Jia Wen ~~~

1. Jia Wen is a girl if you are wondering =D
2. She is not single.
3. has a few pets, like Nike and Ayam.
4. very cute.
5. I first know her through Kim Foong because we were housemates in EP.
6. love to drink Shandy.
7. a very good girl, no late night outing, no drinking, no gambling, no smoking, no clubbing, and no drug of course.
8. I can see that she loves EH very much.
9. currently studying in MMU Cyberjaya.
10. I hope she still listen to PCD. haha...


2--> ten things about me ~~~

1. birth name is Lay Hun and surname is Lee.
2. was in Sekolah Kebangsaan.
3. learning my broken Mandarin informally from friends, if you hear me speaks Chinese, please do not expect me to read or write it lor... haha...
4. love to learn languages actually but why most 'bahasa' teachers are very 'garang' ?
5. opss... gained a whole lot of weight but have not been reducing it yet.
6. does not handle chores properly.
7. love spicy foods the most.
8. love to love.
9. hate laundry the most, must have washing machine (whoever created it is an awesome genius)
10. extremely friendly to closest friends only. hehe...


3--> I want to tag ~~~

1. Jessie
2. Pei Fen
3. Asmice
4. Cindy
5. Kim Foong
6. Yin Fung
7. Yeong Chiann
8. Koo Pig
9. CK Tan
10. Mei Yin

thanks for reading up to here. haha... :D

春雨里洗过的太阳 ; Spring Rain Washed Over The Sun

back to 26th of December in year 2008, the XinTiao album by my favourite Lee Hom Wang was released. it has 10 songs and i like the 3rd track the most. so, here is it. the lyric of this song for you to share the rythms in my heart. haha... enjoy. all credits go to Lee Hom and the www.com

春雨里洗过的太阳
by: 王力宏



分開之後另一年的春天
記憶也像下雪一樣溶解
那些有你在身邊的影片
呼的一聲飛的老遠老遠

愛在夏天過完之後鎖在秋天
捱過冬天之後的我好了一些
嘿 雨後的天上 彩虹出現 襯出一片藍天

我在淋過一場大雨之後的晴朗
那是春雨裡洗過的太陽
每個冬季帶來失落 傷得多深
然後忽然看懂雲的形狀

If listen to the rhythm of the pouring rain
那是春雨裡洗過的太陽
每個冬季帶來失落 傷得多深
每個呼吸都是 新的芬芳

分開之後另一年的春天
記憶也像下雪一樣溶解
那些有你在身邊的影片
呼的一聲飛的老遠老遠

愛在夏天過完之後鎖在秋天
但捱過冬天之後的我好了一些
嘿 雨後的天上 彩虹出現 襯出一片藍天

我在淋過一場大雨之後的晴朗
那是春雨裡洗過的太陽
每個冬季帶來失落 傷得多深
然後忽然看懂雲的形狀

If listen to the rhythm of the pouring rain
那是春雨裡洗過的太陽
每個冬季帶來失落 傷得多深
每個呼吸都是 新的芬芳

流下的眼淚 留下了智慧
愛情會天亮也一定會黑
世界會等我 它會問我冬天過去了沒

我在淋過一場大雨之後的晴朗
那是春雨裡洗過的太陽
每個冬季帶來失落 傷得多深
然後忽然看懂雲的形狀

If listen to the rhythm of the pouring rain
那是春雨裡洗過的太陽
每個冬季帶來失落 傷得多深
每個呼吸都是 你的芬芳
春雨裡洗過的太陽


~~pinyin~~

Chun Yu Li Xi Guo De Tai Yang
by: Wang Lee Hom

Fen kai zhi hou ling yi nian de chun tian
Ji yi ye xiang xia xue yi yang rong jie
Na xie you ni zai shen bian de ying pian
Hu de yi sheng fei de lao yuan lao yuan

Ai zai xia tian guo
Wan zhi hou suo zai qiu tian
Ai guo dong tian zhi hou de
Wo hao le yi xie hei
Yu hou de tian shang
Cai hong chu xian
Chen chu yi pian lan tian

* wo zai lin guo yi chang
Da yu zhi hou de qing lang
Na shi chun yu li xi guo de tai yang
Mei ge dong ji dai lai shi luo
Shang de duo shen
Ran hou hu ran kan dong yun de xing zhuang

If listen to the rhythm of the pouring rain
Na shi chun yu li xi guo de tai yang
Mei ge dong ji dai lai shi luo
Shang de duo shen
Mei ge hu xi dou shi xin de fen fang

(Repeat All)

Liu xia de yan lei
Liu xia le zhi hui
Ai qing hui tian liang
Ye yi ding hui hei
Shi jie hui deng wo
Ta hui wen wo dong
Tian guo qu le mei

(Repeat *)

Chun yu li xi guo de tai yang