Back from BuddY Mini Camp.

Reached my Melaka house yesterday at around 2.30pm. It was a wonderful yet short camp. Met new friends. Had lots of fun and definitely learned something. A nice experience that I will treasure. Hope to join such a camp more in the future. Get to play on the beach and with sea water on the last day which conclude the whole trip with a great end. =D

Actually, from the activities and interaction with some new friends in this camp made me think again about my future, relationship with people and also myself. What do I really really want from myself and others? How should I change to have a better life? Yes!!! I do need some changes in my life since I am not so happy with it right now. I am thinking and thinking... I also found some people that I admire for their courage and attitude toward life. How they seems so decisive with their actions and how brave they are to be different from the crowds. It is wonderful to see that they are all such close friends even if they are different from each other. As always, I am the one who like to sit back and observe people. haha... They are a fun and reliable crowd to be with.

My laptop is currently with CK. He help me to reformat it and I know that it is in good hands. haha... Therefore, I am using my sister's computer to blog and play. hehe...

I will be going back to my hometown tonight. Meet my family and maybe some old friends. I missed out the recent secondary school reunion in Pasir Puteh. In fact, it had been almost half a year since I last went back to Kelantan. Kind of miss it now. Looking forward to see some familiar faces. Oh, yeah!!! I can collect another Coke glass tonight while waiting for the bus to arrive. haha... By going back to my family, I am usually cutting myself off from the cyber world. That means no blogging, no facebook, no onemanga, no movies and no J-rocks. duh...

Anyway, anyhow, I will be back from Kelantan after 2 weeks. Going to face a new trimester again. For now, enjoy your holidays and just go do something crazy because life is too short to regret it later. haha... Bye bye.

p/s: got a new eye candy... =P

I turn 22 today [^o^] V

hello world! i am officially 22 years old today. hmm... should i be happy? most girl does not like to have their age known because it show how much they have aged, but... well, i guess i have not reach that stage yet. haha...

anyhow, this is the day i should be thinking back and front about my life so far.

past:
of course there are many mud-poles and obstacles which i really really should take as firm reminders to not repeat those same old stupid mistakes and wrong-doings again. yeah, i did fell flat on my face twice! it is very regretful and i ought to correct those bad habits and laziness for my own good. i owe myself some redemptions.
still, many good things did happen too. when you lost something, you must be gaining something else, right? so did i. i got to know something i was not sure of before. the price is high thought.

now:
i could be and should be doing a better job. enough of time wasting!!!

future:
there is many to come... which i shall face with head held high and fully prepared. future means hope too.

today birthday is quite special for me. having my best friends bought me some fun. best of all is to have someone to celebrate my special day with me. it means a lot to me.

we watched a movie is called "Australia" leads by the ever lovely Nicole Kidman, and this year 2008 sexiest man alive Hugh Jackman. my verdict on this movie is, it is just MARVELOUS baby. some may compare it with the movie 'pearl harbor', but no no no. they are totally different. i am just absolutely in LOVE with this movie. needless more babbling as you better watch it yourselves for this movie really worth it. by the way, it runs for 3 hours mind you. better not drink too much during the movie or you will have to go to the bathroom like i did. haha... miss some good parts of the movie. haih...

all in all. today is one of my great days. thanks to Jessie, Pei Fen and Joanne.

tomorrow will be out with housemates for a steamboat or so is the plan. haha... looking forward to it. oh, yeah! i have not update on my last Singapore trip yet. hehe...

P/S: latest birthday wish is to get a place in Dean list.

the beginning...

my first scribble on this blog.
wow... i had move forward i guess. starting from blogging in friendster, i proceed to using blogger, with more features and applications. however, what matter most is the contents itself.
there is still some improvement that i need to do here, but i am running out of idea so far.
looking back into my previous blog website, i mostly tell about my heartfelt and all those nonsense emotional unbalanced experiences i had. hopefully this time, my blogs will describe me in a much better way. not the emotional and clueless brat like back then. nevertheless, it really was the old me. just hoping that i did grew up from those life encounters, into a mature and wise young lady. that is my wish at least. ha ha... there is nothing wrong with a girl wishing for something good for herself. as long as nobody else was hurt by it.
well, that is all for now. see you in the next posts. take care and so long. adios.