Back from BuddY Mini Camp.

Reached my Melaka house yesterday at around 2.30pm. It was a wonderful yet short camp. Met new friends. Had lots of fun and definitely learned something. A nice experience that I will treasure. Hope to join such a camp more in the future. Get to play on the beach and with sea water on the last day which conclude the whole trip with a great end. =D

Actually, from the activities and interaction with some new friends in this camp made me think again about my future, relationship with people and also myself. What do I really really want from myself and others? How should I change to have a better life? Yes!!! I do need some changes in my life since I am not so happy with it right now. I am thinking and thinking... I also found some people that I admire for their courage and attitude toward life. How they seems so decisive with their actions and how brave they are to be different from the crowds. It is wonderful to see that they are all such close friends even if they are different from each other. As always, I am the one who like to sit back and observe people. haha... They are a fun and reliable crowd to be with.

My laptop is currently with CK. He help me to reformat it and I know that it is in good hands. haha... Therefore, I am using my sister's computer to blog and play. hehe...

I will be going back to my hometown tonight. Meet my family and maybe some old friends. I missed out the recent secondary school reunion in Pasir Puteh. In fact, it had been almost half a year since I last went back to Kelantan. Kind of miss it now. Looking forward to see some familiar faces. Oh, yeah!!! I can collect another Coke glass tonight while waiting for the bus to arrive. haha... By going back to my family, I am usually cutting myself off from the cyber world. That means no blogging, no facebook, no onemanga, no movies and no J-rocks. duh...

Anyway, anyhow, I will be back from Kelantan after 2 weeks. Going to face a new trimester again. For now, enjoy your holidays and just go do something crazy because life is too short to regret it later. haha... Bye bye.

p/s: got a new eye candy... =P

to Port Dickson.

I am going PD tomorrow with the society members. It's a mini camp. Can't wait. I think I kind of over packed my bags. haha... Hope everything turn out well and let's have lots and lots of funzzz... Plus, remember to learn something from the camp. haha...

Adios.

going to Delta

Hey, hey, hey,

How is everybody doing? Enjoyed your holiday? I sure did, with family visiting my sisters and I here in Malacca. haha... =D Anyway, it is now time to switch on the study mode button, which need to be warm up for about a month. lol...

Today is Saturday, 13th of June. In two days time, I will become a Delta undergraduate. Hmm... what new about it? Well, I am kind of nervous and a bit excited about a subject called Mini Project. It is an elective. Between Mini Project and Multimedia Technologies and Applications, my friends and I decided to go with Mini Project. Of course we have to produce a functioning hardware and software by the end of the trimester and it is challenging to me, but the good part is that it does not have any written test or final exam paper. So, it is all practical and technical. Therefore, I am so looking forward to this subject.

Plus, I will also be taking a subject called Law for Engineer. Haizzz... not so thrilled about it. I have seen my friends and sister studying law and it is like hell. You have to memorize so many things. All the names, dates, and facts..... Woah... just thinking about it almost make my head wanna pecah!!! duh...

Other than these, I am welcoming my Delta year with open heart and arm. Looking forward to meet my friends again, and new assignments. lol... Learn from the past and hope to do better today so that I can have my very best future.

Casa Lily

Hello, hello;

I am so happy right now. XD

It's a new dawn, it's a new day. The perfect time to start anew and turn over the old leaf. teehee...

Let's me introduce you to FiRiea's new friend, Casa Lily. hahaha...

Casa looks so good in a saree ^o^

Sometimes FiRiea visits Casa and they have so much fun together.



Meanwhile, Casa also enjoy playing with FiRiea at his house. ^O^

~good friends dancing together~

~in the garden~

Don't they just look perfect for each other? ~^^~ I do think so.



Right now, Casa and FiRiea are working hand in hand to decorate their houses. Casa's current priority is to decorate her kitchen. Isn't that lovely. I can't wait to see what a beautiful kitchen it is going to be. haha...

~Casa's kitchen under constructions~

~Casa's with her toy collections~

The mystery eggs were quite a waste if you ask me. You never know what you are going to get. Sometimes you even get the same toys. duh... Nevertheless, the toys are very cute. haha...

p/s: This post is kind of retarded for my age. Maybe people will assume that I had brain damages. hahaha...

You are the LOWEST!!!

ssIt has been a week since that happened. The way you responded to it was too much and over the board. You blamed it all on me and have been going around telling everybody it was all my faults. How coward and irresponsible of you. Well, I guess that is why you are the way you are. I guess I was the only fool who misanalyze your personality before. Now I know that you are the most insincere person I have ever met. For you to say :

"I warn you before to never go against me!!!"

to me when what had happened was not actually all my fault is really arrogant and stupid. Plus, saying:

"I do not want to see your face or hear your voice ever again!!!"

to a long time friend only show how selfish and ridiculous you are. Anyway, it does made me realize that you are not actually worthy of a friend.

Now, you are gossiping on me to everyone and keep on blaming everything on me when you are the one at fault and haven't even apologize to me. It is telling me how desperate you are to make people hate me and believe that you are not at fault. Stupid. I am not going to waste my time in trying correct the false information on me that you are spreading around. To me, we always need two sides of a story before coming to a conclusion. To those who only blindly listen to one side of a story and simply believe it need to grow up and look at things from different point of views. As long as my family and closest friends know the real me and really understand what is going on is enough.

In case you haven't realize, I also know all of what you had done before and all your secrets too. Even the DARKEST one. I could have been doing what you are doing to me right now. But, I choose not to because I am not as low as you and I just don't want to be a cold blooded backstabber like you. Maybe if someone give me 1 million USD then I will sell out your secret??? haha... Why not 500k USD? Because I am not that cheap. Why not make it 500 million USD? Well, because you never worth that much lor... :P

What I had learnt from this is that the are a lot of ridiculous people in this world. Some like to easily blame others and thought she is always right. I even tried to discuss on what had actually happened with you before, but you just gave me cold shoulders and said really cruel things to me. Things a person should never said to her friend of 3 years. What you said was only to save yourself without even trying to understand the whole things. I think, you are one of those arrogant being that only treat people around him or her as things. People around you are only companions that will be disposed and destroyed when you no longer need them. You think too highly of yourself and easily make fun of others. Wonder why did I become your friend before. Haizzz...

I am not going to be hypocrite and hope God will give you a fair judgement. Instead, I sincerely prayed very very hard to God that you will be experiencing exactly the same kind of pains and griefs that you have caused me from this incident in the very near future in your current life. Not in your next life if there is any. I wonder if God will ever grant a prayer that contains such grudges in it.

In addition, I also learnt now who my real friends are and who are just a fake one. Well, I am lucky to have my good friends who are there when I need them the most. The fake one, I just need to let them go and out of my life. It is really startling to me that a person heart can be so cruel and how far can they go in order to hurt anyone they want. Hmm... I need to be wiser in knowing a person heart and their personality. I have to learn on letting go of unworthy person in my life too. It is better for both of us.

So, with the last 'push stop' in this post I will just forget all this thing and move on with my life. Sayonara and "You are definitely the lowest!!!".

it is ON !!!

fuh... i had a cold war with my roomie today.

it was my fault anyway. i was extremely late to lunch. they waited for me for an hour and even ordered chicken rice for me. the thing is, i did not ask them to wait or help me to order anything. however, my gravely fault is that i also did not tell them to not wait for me before i went to shower ( by the way, i showered for about half an hour. hehe... kanasai... ) duh... i should have picked up the phone and said:

"dun wait for me yaa... i dun wan eat oredi. wanna go shower now. u guy eat baa..."

what made matter worst was when i went to the shop and instead of apologizing, i said: "why order for me?" woah!!! that really add oil to the flame lor...

haih... yup, i know it is my damn fault and i apologize about it. sorry........

the good news is, she have forgiven me just now. haha... yeah. thank you for not being mad for too long. if not, i don't know what to do leh... but, to have to bear her hatred even for just half a day is really dreadful. gosh, i really thought the world had stop spinning! lol...

erm... why did i feel so bad about it? aside from it being my mistake, it was the first time that we have such an uncomfortable situation. so, i really have no idea on how to deal with it. there have never been anything like this between us for almost 3 years. and it just happened she is about to leave in about a month. duh... really regret it.

again, i am sorry and thank you for forgiving me. yeah, now everybody officially know that i am such a jerk.

p/s: tell you something, i actually haven't return home since lunch. lol... was feeling scared leh...

Lucky Number Nin9

as i promised before, after i am done with my Techno-P or Cyber-P project, i will talk a little bit about it here. just to share some ideas and opinions.

my friends and i were not interested to sell food and drinks for our project. selling clothes are not a good idea either. so, we came up with an idea to have a little mini fun fair.

our group name is Lucky Number Nin9. haha... Nin9 because there were 9 of us. Lucky is for hoping either players a.k.a customers or us will be lucky in the games. we thought of a few games and decided to go on with 3 types of games for our booth. which were Tin Tower, Hook Ur Luck, and Guli-Guli.

~Tin Tower was where players try to collect points by knocking down a 4 level cans using 3 balls.

~Hook Ur Luck required players to throw rubber bands onto nails with points marked on them.

players then claimed prizes according to points they got. meanwhile,

~Guli-Guli was a simple guessing game. players had to guess the amount of marbles in a transparent container. RM1 per guess and RM10 as reward if plater got the correct answer. haha... they were quite something, huh. a few players actually did guess the correct amount of marbles.

each person contributed RM50 as modal and by the end of the day, we get our modal plus some profits. well, it was a fun week anyway. haha...

however, i have to say that our booth rent for the 4 operating days are expensive. total rent was freaking RM250. haih, those commitees were really...

the rent made me speechless. hahahahahahahahaha.................

FiRiea

i have been using facebook since the beginning of this trimester, around February this year. all thanks to my cousin who live in Australia. i never meet her in person actually, but we are keeping in touch using facebook now.

there are many interesting features in facebook that you may get addicted to. haha... as for my friends and i, we are hooked on Pet Society. we like to take those weird quizzes available too. like asking "who were you in past life", "when will you get married", "which x-men characters are you" and so on. i know it is lame but, who would not take on such easy quizzes. it is just for fun anyway.

well, among all those applications, i love Pet Society the most. my darling pet name is FiRiea.

in living room ready to greet friends visiting

in bedroom wearing St Patrick outfits

happily taking a bath

i first made him a male, but since there are many cute female clothing that i cannot help but let him wear them. haha... he is still all male and not gay though. i do not wish to change his gender either.

during Easter celebrations

in the playroom

i still have far to go in Pet Society. have to earn more money to dress FiRiea up and decorate the house. haha... sometimes i bring him to stadium to have fun earn some money.


we also go to cafe to meet new friends.


or just wander around the city and go for treasure hunting. hahaha...


other than this, my friends and i are also playing SuperPoke! Pets, friend for Sale, Farm Town, and Restaurant City. anyhow, i love Pet Society the most. a new addictions i guess. however, i am still very happy with it. haha...

tag tag

my virgin tagging... ( hope it does not sound too weird, but who cares anyway =P )

Let's tag tag tag.

Here's how it works.
1. write ten things about the person who tagged you.
2. write ten things about yourself.
3. find ten person u wanna tag.


1--> ten things about Jia Wen ~~~

1. Jia Wen is a girl if you are wondering =D
2. She is not single.
3. has a few pets, like Nike and Ayam.
4. very cute.
5. I first know her through Kim Foong because we were housemates in EP.
6. love to drink Shandy.
7. a very good girl, no late night outing, no drinking, no gambling, no smoking, no clubbing, and no drug of course.
8. I can see that she loves EH very much.
9. currently studying in MMU Cyberjaya.
10. I hope she still listen to PCD. haha...


2--> ten things about me ~~~

1. birth name is Lay Hun and surname is Lee.
2. was in Sekolah Kebangsaan.
3. learning my broken Mandarin informally from friends, if you hear me speaks Chinese, please do not expect me to read or write it lor... haha...
4. love to learn languages actually but why most 'bahasa' teachers are very 'garang' ?
5. opss... gained a whole lot of weight but have not been reducing it yet.
6. does not handle chores properly.
7. love spicy foods the most.
8. love to love.
9. hate laundry the most, must have washing machine (whoever created it is an awesome genius)
10. extremely friendly to closest friends only. hehe...


3--> I want to tag ~~~

1. Jessie
2. Pei Fen
3. Asmice
4. Cindy
5. Kim Foong
6. Yin Fung
7. Yeong Chiann
8. Koo Pig
9. CK Tan
10. Mei Yin

thanks for reading up to here. haha... :D

Happy Belated Birthday to Jessie

i am not sure if you ever did stop by my blog. still, i want to dedicate this entry to you and say i am really sorry for forgetting your birthday. sorry... so, here it is:

"Happy Belated Birthday, Jessie"

i also stole this photo, i am just terrible...

may you have another year full of blessing ahead. sorry for being such a lousy friend. and no, the fact that the birthday fall on a day before our last exam paper does not justify me forgetting about your birthday. forgive me again.

i am going back hometown tonight. have a wonderful holiday everybody and Happy Chinese New Year. it is the Ox dominating the whole 12 months. haha... God bless and take care.

I turn 22 today [^o^] V

hello world! i am officially 22 years old today. hmm... should i be happy? most girl does not like to have their age known because it show how much they have aged, but... well, i guess i have not reach that stage yet. haha...

anyhow, this is the day i should be thinking back and front about my life so far.

past:
of course there are many mud-poles and obstacles which i really really should take as firm reminders to not repeat those same old stupid mistakes and wrong-doings again. yeah, i did fell flat on my face twice! it is very regretful and i ought to correct those bad habits and laziness for my own good. i owe myself some redemptions.
still, many good things did happen too. when you lost something, you must be gaining something else, right? so did i. i got to know something i was not sure of before. the price is high thought.

now:
i could be and should be doing a better job. enough of time wasting!!!

future:
there is many to come... which i shall face with head held high and fully prepared. future means hope too.

today birthday is quite special for me. having my best friends bought me some fun. best of all is to have someone to celebrate my special day with me. it means a lot to me.

we watched a movie is called "Australia" leads by the ever lovely Nicole Kidman, and this year 2008 sexiest man alive Hugh Jackman. my verdict on this movie is, it is just MARVELOUS baby. some may compare it with the movie 'pearl harbor', but no no no. they are totally different. i am just absolutely in LOVE with this movie. needless more babbling as you better watch it yourselves for this movie really worth it. by the way, it runs for 3 hours mind you. better not drink too much during the movie or you will have to go to the bathroom like i did. haha... miss some good parts of the movie. haih...

all in all. today is one of my great days. thanks to Jessie, Pei Fen and Joanne.

tomorrow will be out with housemates for a steamboat or so is the plan. haha... looking forward to it. oh, yeah! i have not update on my last Singapore trip yet. hehe...

P/S: latest birthday wish is to get a place in Dean list.

Singapore, here I come !!!

just had my last mid-term paper today, and in less than 5 hours i will be leaving for Singapore. it is just a short trip actually, but i am still very excited because... it had been ages and ages since my last out of Malaysia trip. hahaha... well, the main focus of this trip is to visit NTU of course since it is a university based trip. anyhow, i am looking forward to it.

however, after this 2 days and 1 night trip, it will be time to catch up with assignmentsss... there are 3 assignments left. all due in a week or two. haih... nevertheless, i must enjoy myself to the fullest at Singapore first, then come back and face those terrible assignments. hehe... :P

okay, see you when i am back. not yet finish packing. adios...

xoxo

p/s: i guess it is just not my style to "xoxo"... (^o^) but still, mmmuakssszzz.............. because i am so happy right now. haha...

welcome back to mmu

how was your 3 golden weeks holiday? some may had interesting events happening in their holiday while for others it could be just the same old boring-time-wasting-too-short-to-be-called-a-holiday trimester break. i belong to the latter group. typical, huh?

anyway, i did manage to cross out a few things that i planned to do during that holiday. no need much elaboration. what i enjoyed most is the indian curry banana leaf rice at meena restaurant in kota bharu. yup, exclusive in my hometown only. haahaa...

one more thing, going back kelantan and visiting a friend 2 weeks ago was quite shocking. i recently found out that her dad is in comma. he got stroke and was hospitalized 2 and a half months ago. had an operation and is now at home since last month. he was still in comma when i last visit their house. he is responsive but unable to wake up. i pray and hope he will recover soon.

actually, i was dumbfounded during that visit because i just do not know what to do in that situation. what should i say to make my friend feel better? how should i react to the news? i am just clueless. so, i pretty much keep quiet and try to help around during my short visit there. hmm... not much that i could do.

i was also thinking that... i just do not know what to think.

dear God, please keep my family and friends in good health and brilliant mind. may you bless our daily life and forgive our arrogance and ignorance. we are helpless human being who always forgot about you until when we need you the most. amen.

no, i am neither christian nor muslim. does it really matter anyway?

all in all, welcome back to lecture class, tutorials, assignments and exam papers to all my mmu friends. let us do our best for this new trimester too.

best wishes and good luck. go go go !!!

tattooing

while cramming for exams, we sneak some time for artistic activities. if you could call it an art. it was painless amateur tattoos. haha...

it all started when we were so stress out and my friend grab a highlight pen to colour on dai ga che's palm. dai ga che do not like me to identify her that way, so i will just call her lillian jie jie. haha... she is one sporting room mate and life is so much fun with her around to cheer people up as well as for my story telling sessions. hehehe...

back to the original topic, amateur highlighter and ball pen tattooing. let me proceed with photos since they tell the story better. the truth is, i am just plain lazy to type the whole things.

Ping Ping concentrating on her works

Ping Ping's fruit collections

'artist' at work, armed with stationaries.

my signatured drawing, a rose with butterfly

Ping Ping was unsatisfied with her fruits and redeem herself with this, notice the number 86.

thus, i have tattoos on both palms, do not dare trying to read it or you are so going to be curse for life. haha...

love this one, look at those neglected notes as background and my almost carpal syndrome mark

Lillian contributes with Trunks from the infamous Dragon Ball series

she just have to go to the extremes. haih...!!! [-.-!!! ]

two birthdays in a go

hello, hello, hello.

exam is finally over. hmm... what a big gap of time since my last blog entry. yes. i know i am a bad blogger. haha...

okay, let us see what interesting events have occurred in my life so far.

had 2 weeks of final exams recently. between those weeks, celebrate 2 girls birthdays. both are my lovely housemates.

first is Qin Yee mei nu. we had a small buffet and steamboat at her friend's house. she is not just a pretty face, but can also cook and is a jpa scholarship holder. yes, she is a rare gem and already has a boyfriend.

then, there was Sei Sei's birthday.

sei sei the birthday girl

we went to bukit beruang Family Heritage restaurant, first floor western cafe. the decoration inside is simple yet soothing. suitable for family gathering and also friends hangout. it is a clean, small and air-conditioned premise. i am also impressed with the food. they taste as good as they look. we had chicken cordon bleu, breaded chicken chop and marinata spaghetti. we wash it all up with lipton earl grey tea, recommended by mei nu. for dessert, it was Sei Sei's birthday cake of course. haha...

chicken cordon bleu

marinata spaghetti

Sei Sei's birthday cake


lipton earl grey tea

everyone had a good time. we were there for more than two hours, from 6pm until the sun went down. wondering why it was such a long meal? it is because, we were camwhoring... haha...

Sei Sei and her roomie, Ping Ping

and with Qin Yee

grabbing on Pauline, oops i mean holding onto Lillian

having a taste of the tea

there are still more photos but i better keep them to my own amusements. haha...

that was all i could think of so far on what to post. may be going out with friends tomorrow to celebrate our bliss of freedom and relief after exams. hehe... i hope i did not flunk any paper. oh, dear.

new printer

there is an it fair inside mmu campus. it begun from 4th to 6th of july. i got myself a new printer since the old one was broken. this new baby is actually an older version of canon pixma printers.

meet my ip1300, which costs me RM95.00; was it cheap? i am not sure? i only hope that i will last much longer than the previous one. hopefully up to 10 years.

yesterday was fun. friends from cyberjaya came for a visit after not seeing each other for about a year. we went dataran pahlawan and portugis settlement for some kodak moments. but, i do not have the photos now. we shop until we drop, haha... and we also snaps some photos in between.

lunch at shibaraku was somehow quite dissapointing. the first time i went there, the meats were properly chopped and served. but, yesterday was uneven and oily. the dinner was good though. bbq pork rice and mee hoon soup in a chinese restaurant at around 8.30pm.

foong, mei nu, and jia wen

foong, jia wen and yin fung

with yong chiann and ling ling in the consultation room (^.^)

all these are old pictures. we miss them a lot. will probably go to see them by the beginning of a new semester. still in planning.

i am glad that my moral studies assignment 1 was done and over with. the title was child protitution and it was interesting to discuss about. haha... will be doing applied electronics assignment proposal next.

thats all for now. see you next time.