LiLyChya Hun

Merry Christmas 2009

2009-12-25T12:38:00.004+08:00

HoHoHo~~~

Wishing you a Merry Christmas and a happy new year. It is the 4th time I have Christmas without my family. There are pros and cons. lol...

Hope you have a great time in this season of greetings.

Take care. Peace out!

frust! and cure?

2009-12-24T01:06:00.013+08:00

I am going to turn 23 soon. Feeling kind of old~~~ duh...

Over with my final exam papers for this trimester. Currently having free time on my hands and is getting bored. What should I do for fun??? Hmm...

I have been thinking, regretting and trying to resolute on my views on life. What good deeds have I done for myself and others? What should I have done instead to avoid those bad stuffs from happening again? Hmm... I really am still growing mentally and emotionally. Aargghhh... the worst part is that I gained 10kg in 1 year! WTH!!! It's freaking 10KG!!! Haizz... I am so doomed! Something must have gone wrong at some point. How can I turn things around?

*Sigh~~~*

I know, I know. I should have more self-discipline and self-constraints. Haiz... Whatever. So many frustrations and so many regrets... I am so freaking emo right now~~~

Tired, wanna sleep. Night.

Here is something to spice up my emo emo situation. haha...

This one too.

I don't really understand what is the song about. However, they gave me a feeling of saying good bye to those bad memories and welcoming and hoping for new good things to happens. haha...

Aaahh... found it!

L'arc-En-Ciel - The Fourth Avenue Cafe

L'arc-En-Ciel - Dive To Blue

hahaha... I do know that "the sun will come out tomorrow". Feeling better now. Love Laruku always. (^.^)

help~~~

2009-12-20T23:31:00.000+08:00

i am dying... feel like menggali lubang kubur sendiri... Warghhhh!!!!!!!

(^o^)~Crossdress Paradise~(^o^)

2009-12-20T02:02:00.004+08:00

Bishonen and crossdressing... OMG!!! I could go to heaven right now. hahaha...

Personally, I prefer their real face without the makeup. They really look naturally kawaii and that make me envious. hehehe...

The makeup is kind of too thick for me and made them look kind of plasticcc??? Just my opinions. Anyway, it's not like those show bizz people would let the contestants go on without makeup though. What kind of show would that be? lol...

Just check out them out. For the sake of fun. haha...

Crossdress Paradise in Youtube.

And I could go bang myself against the walls now. Still have a few final papers to go. =P Die!!!

Back from BuddY Mini Camp.

2009-10-13T12:36:00.004+08:00

Reached my Melaka house yesterday at around 2.30pm. It was a wonderful yet short camp. Met new friends. Had lots of fun and definitely learned something. A nice experience that I will treasure. Hope to join such a camp more in the future. Get to play on the beach and with sea water on the last day which conclude the whole trip with a great end. =D

Actually, from the activities and interaction with some new friends in this camp made me think again about my future, relationship with people and also myself. What do I really really want from myself and others? How should I change to have a better life? Yes!!! I do need some changes in my life since I am not so happy with it right now. I am thinking and thinking... I also found some people that I admire for their courage and attitude toward life. How they seems so decisive with their actions and how brave they are to be different from the crowds. It is wonderful to see that they are all such close friends even if they are different from each other. As always, I am the one who like to sit back and observe people. haha... They are a fun and reliable crowd to be with.

My laptop is currently with CK. He help me to reformat it and I know that it is in good hands. haha... Therefore, I am using my sister's computer to blog and play. hehe...

I will be going back to my hometown tonight. Meet my family and maybe some old friends. I missed out the recent secondary school reunion in Pasir Puteh. In fact, it had been almost half a year since I last went back to Kelantan. Kind of miss it now. Looking forward to see some familiar faces. Oh, yeah!!! I can collect another Coke glass tonight while waiting for the bus to arrive. haha... By going back to my family, I am usually cutting myself off from the cyber world. That means no blogging, no facebook, no onemanga, no movies and no J-rocks. duh...

Anyway, anyhow, I will be back from Kelantan after 2 weeks. Going to face a new trimester again. For now, enjoy your holidays and just go do something crazy because life is too short to regret it later. haha... Bye bye.

p/s: got a new eye candy... =P

to Port Dickson.

2009-10-10T21:54:00.002+08:00

I am going PD tomorrow with the society members. It's a mini camp. Can't wait. I think I kind of over packed my bags. haha... Hope everything turn out well and let's have lots and lots of funzzz... Plus, remember to learn something from the camp. haha...

Adios.

Fillet Masak Sambal.

2009-10-08T19:12:00.008+08:00

I made what I said I was going to make today. Fillet Masak Sambal. It is much better this time than the last one. I think it's because I took a longer time to "tumis" the sambal. haha...

Seriously addicted to facebook. The games, the quizzes, and the videos. Many of my friends are posting interesting videos in their profile and so do I. Sometimes they are the same videos because I think they are worth sharing. That is why I am looking forward to see more interesting videos being shared in facebook.

Some examples:

I haven't played Pokemon for ages now. Trying to get back to it. Will be going for a camp this weekend. After that, going back to my hometown. Having mix feelings about them. Anyway, hope it's going to be fun and more funzzz... haha...

Adios. See you next time.

End of Delta sem 1 life.

2009-10-08T04:19:00.005+08:00

Final exam is finally over. Went to Sushi King and ate too much. =P All because I was too greedy for the unagi. lol... Next time will just concentrate on unagi and don't want to order a set meal anymore. haha...

Just before blogging, I had so many things to share out but once I started to log in everything flew away. Typical.

All hell break loose with the end of examination. Warggghhahahaha...!!! That means more time for my leisure activities. I have always love playing games, reading manga and watching movies. However, my new found interest right now is cooking.

Cooking seems like making a love potion to me. Adding different ingredients together and season it with various spices will produce many amazing stuffs. Could it be that I was influenced by Clamp in Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles? haha... Not to say that I am such a good cook though. I am still learning. haha... Don't think that it is good enough to show to others. There are still rooms for improvements. ^o^

Today meal is going to be Fillet Masak Sambal again. A simple and low budget dish. Apa-apa pun, janji kenyang sudahlah. =D Why fillet? Because I tak pandai siang ikan leh... =P

I made Tom Yam soup before. It was too sour for me but just nice for my sister. I prefer a spicy one. Foods that are not spicy are not food at all. hahaha...

My new resolution is to go jogging every morning. Kind of doubting myself in doing that. =D

Okay, that's all for now. Going back to my slumber. Till my fingers meet keyboard again and with the internet line not letting me down. See you. Go enjoy your life. =D

heavy rain and flash flood.

2009-07-27T13:20:00.002+08:00

It has been raining since early in the morning. Pretty heavy with thunder and lightning. I felt quite good because it cooled the house.

I was cooking breaklunch and suddenly, my feet were in water. Shocked! I looked around and guess what? My kitchen was flooded!!! Damn! Peeked behind my house and got a second shock. The whole alley was underwater!!! Warrrghhhh!!!!!!!! Help, help, help!!! Triple shock! Even the garage was flooded because the whole road was underwater too! Nooooo... My sandals and slippers are floating... floating... floating... Aduuuiiiiiiii!!!!!!!! It is going to be a hard work to clean up all those... dirty water stains and dirt plus some wet dry dead grasses... Damn. I hate it. Hate it!

Right now, I am practically trapped inside my house. Luckily there is no class today. Waiting for my sisters to be back from their classes. I wonder how are they going to get into the house. It is flooding and dirty. Dirty.Dirty. Dirty!!!

Oh, the kitchen is almost dry now! Hmm... Damn flash flood. Let me check the garage. Hmm... No more water pooling except for the dirt and grasses..... Have to clean up, clean up. Hate it. Hate it. Did I mentioned that the bathroom and toilet were affected too? Well, luckily the bedrooms, living room and center space were safe. Haizzz... Have to go now. It is still thundering and lightning.

The GazettE

2009-07-27T03:56:00.014+08:00

hahaha... I am so excited. It has been a while since I last felt this way. I am talking about the kind of excitement I get whenever I found something damn good to obsessed about. wahahahahahaha..........

Introducing my new founds favourite JRock band, The GazettE.

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Other than the great rocking L'Arc~en~ciel and devilishly sexy beautiful Gackt, I am now falling head over heel for this rather new Visual Kei band. I won't go on blabbing about the facts and numbers. Here is the link if you want to learn more about The GazettE from Wikipedia. They don't seems to have their own website yet. Well, I guess it is just a matter of time.

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I first heard about GazettE from a friend in my Friendster account. My first impression was, "Aaahh... another Visual Kei band. Heavy makeup and ridiculous clothings. Wonder if they can actually sing? Maybe just another pretty faces and overrated gimmicks." In case you are wondering, I fancy Gackt and not Malice Mizer. So, I didn't give The GazzettE another thought.

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Months later, I was talking to my Japanese Language sensei about Japanese singers and bands. She seems to like Gackt too, which is a good thing. Then, she suggested that I must have like GazettE as well if I love L'Arc~en~ciel. Therefore, today I thought it would be good to give GazettE a try. And now, I have to eat my own words. huhuhuhuhu~~~ They definitely can sing and produce rocking music.

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Let me just quote this from Wikipedia :
"The Gazette's musical style varies greatly, but it is generally thought of to be a form of Rock Music, also commonly dwelling into the genres of Heavy Metal and Alternative Metal. Songs like "Silly God Disco" feature a funk rock styled sound, while "SWALLOWTAIL ON THE DEATH VALLEY" features a hard rock styled sound, while songs like "Maggots", "Discharge" and "Headache Man" dwell into heavier forms of Music, in particular, Alternative Metal. The release of the new album DIM showed The GazettE producing a more Experimental sound than in older Albums, while retaining their Alternative Metal styled sound, shown in songs such as "OGRE". The Gazette also uses a wide range of synthesised sounds during their songs, mainly female voices, shown in songs such as "SWALLOWTAIL ON THE DEATH VALLEY" and "Filth in the Beauty". The Gazette has also produced a number of lighter rock songs, such as "Calm Envy" and "Cassis"."

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Cassis is the first Gazette's song that I listened to and I am immediately melted by it. Ruki's voice just blew me away. It is pretty much unexpected. Cassis sounds so sad and yet very clear. How to better describe my thoughts and feelings toward this song? Erm... It felt like I can understand every words and emotions of the song thanks to Ruki's capability in expressing and singing it. I had some mixed but good feelings about it.

I am trying to listen to their other songs as well and are also fond of like these two.

Burial Applicant, Ganges Ni Akai Bara, Gentle Lie, Filth In The Beauty and Circle Of Swindler from their "Stacked Rubbish" album sound good too. Sometimes, I can't help relating some of their sound to Gackt's or Laruku's or Hyde's. Other than that, this band is pretty new to me.

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In my own humble opinion, L'Arc~en~ciel is an established successful great JRock band while The GazettE is an upcoming and rising talented new JRock band. I will keep my eye on The GazettE as well now. haha...

***update: I found their website.

Twilight. What's with it?

2009-07-24T23:24:00.005+08:00

What's up with Twilight? Almost everyone is talking about it on the internet. They are even going to have a second part of it called New Moon. Now, allow me tell you what I think about it.

First thing first. When this movie was coming to the big screen, I was kind of curious about it. Well, I am into romantic + comedy + horror movies. But then a friend of a friend of mine watched it before I could, and said it was boring... So, I just give forget about it.

Months past by and I couldn't care less about it. However, the heat of Twilight is still alive and dominating the cyber world. You can find many quizzes concerning this human-vampire-teenage-love-affair movie in Facebook. Plus, Hollywood Access is making a pretty big coverage on it. Those vampires stars are getting famous and gathering fans. They keep on showing what's new about Twilight on the net... This is technically a sign that the movie is a big success, right? Even Dakota Fanning is going to star in the sequel. Now, I really have to start wondering on what is the real deal with Twilight? So...

I just watched it and...
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I am sorry to say that this movie is booooooring. (=.=!!!) It's just like watching those typical Taiwanese idol dramas (which I am not a big fan of)... lame, overrated and boring. What they do is just casting all the pretty faces with averge or none at all acting skills. Pardon me but I just don't enjoy or appreciate this kind of thing. I don't get it why Twilight is so famous? Do those fans really look at the movie, or they are just admiring the actors' good look? O.o Dissapointing...

I myself really admire Daniel Henney for his handsome Eurasian good look, but I also have to admit that he can still grow into a skillful, talented and truly successful actor with more chances and time. Plus, the most essential part for me in being a fan of certain actor or actress is watching their improvements and developments to become a legendary performer.

Anyway, anyhow, this is only my sincere personal opinion. Since Dakota Fanning will be in The Twilight Saga: New Moon, I keep a new hope and looking forward to how they are going to turn this movie to a more brilliant one. Please don't let it be the same lame one...

going to Delta

2009-06-13T13:57:00.002+08:00

Hey, hey, hey,

How is everybody doing? Enjoyed your holiday? I sure did, with family visiting my sisters and I here in Malacca. haha... =D Anyway, it is now time to switch on the study mode button, which need to be warm up for about a month. lol...

Today is Saturday, 13th of June. In two days time, I will become a Delta undergraduate. Hmm... what new about it? Well, I am kind of nervous and a bit excited about a subject called Mini Project. It is an elective. Between Mini Project and Multimedia Technologies and Applications, my friends and I decided to go with Mini Project. Of course we have to produce a functioning hardware and software by the end of the trimester and it is challenging to me, but the good part is that it does not have any written test or final exam paper. So, it is all practical and technical. Therefore, I am so looking forward to this subject.

Plus, I will also be taking a subject called Law for Engineer. Haizzz... not so thrilled about it. I have seen my friends and sister studying law and it is like hell. You have to memorize so many things. All the names, dates, and facts..... Woah... just thinking about it almost make my head wanna pecah!!! duh...

Other than these, I am welcoming my Delta year with open heart and arm. Looking forward to meet my friends again, and new assignments. lol... Learn from the past and hope to do better today so that I can have my very best future.

Casa Lily

2009-05-24T02:31:00.007+08:00

Hello, hello;

I am so happy right now. XD

It's a new dawn, it's a new day. The perfect time to start anew and turn over the old leaf. teehee...

Let's me introduce you to FiRiea's new friend, Casa Lily. hahaha...

Casa looks so good in a saree ^o^

Sometimes FiRiea visits Casa and they have so much fun together.

Meanwhile, Casa also enjoy playing with FiRiea at his house. ^O^

~good friends dancing together~

~in the garden~

Don't they just look perfect for each other? ~^^~ I do think so.

Right now, Casa and FiRiea are working hand in hand to decorate their houses. Casa's current priority is to decorate her kitchen. Isn't that lovely. I can't wait to see what a beautiful kitchen it is going to be. haha...

~Casa's kitchen under constructions~

~Casa's with her toy collections~

The mystery eggs were quite a waste if you ask me. You never know what you are going to get. Sometimes you even get the same toys. duh... Nevertheless, the toys are very cute. haha...

p/s: This post is kind of retarded for my age. Maybe people will assume that I had brain damages. hahaha...

You are the LOWEST!!!

2009-05-02T11:40:00.006+08:00

ssIt has been a week since that happened. The way you responded to it was too much and over the board. You blamed it all on me and have been going around telling everybody it was all my faults. How coward and irresponsible of you. Well, I guess that is why you are the way you are. I guess I was the only fool who misanalyze your personality before. Now I know that you are the most insincere person I have ever met. For you to say :

"I warn you before to never go against me!!!"

to me when what had happened was not actually all my fault is really arrogant and stupid. Plus, saying:

"I do not want to see your face or hear your voice ever again!!!"

to a long time friend only show how selfish and ridiculous you are. Anyway, it does made me realize that you are not actually worthy of a friend.

Now, you are gossiping on me to everyone and keep on blaming everything on me when you are the one at fault and haven't even apologize to me. It is telling me how desperate you are to make people hate me and believe that you are not at fault. Stupid. I am not going to waste my time in trying correct the false information on me that you are spreading around. To me, we always need two sides of a story before coming to a conclusion. To those who only blindly listen to one side of a story and simply believe it need to grow up and look at things from different point of views. As long as my family and closest friends know the real me and really understand what is going on is enough.

In case you haven't realize, I also know all of what you had done before and all your secrets too. Even the DARKEST one. I could have been doing what you are doing to me right now. But, I choose not to because I am not as low as you and I just don't want to be a cold blooded backstabber like you. Maybe if someone give me 1 million USD then I will sell out your secret??? haha... Why not 500k USD? Because I am not that cheap. Why not make it 500 million USD? Well, because you never worth that much lor... :P

What I had learnt from this is that the are a lot of ridiculous people in this world. Some like to easily blame others and thought she is always right. I even tried to discuss on what had actually happened with you before, but you just gave me cold shoulders and said really cruel things to me. Things a person should never said to her friend of 3 years. What you said was only to save yourself without even trying to understand the whole things. I think, you are one of those arrogant being that only treat people around him or her as things. People around you are only companions that will be disposed and destroyed when you no longer need them. You think too highly of yourself and easily make fun of others. Wonder why did I become your friend before. Haizzz...

I am not going to be hypocrite and hope God will give you a fair judgement. Instead, I sincerely prayed very very hard to God that you will be experiencing exactly the same kind of pains and griefs that you have caused me from this incident in the very near future in your current life. Not in your next life if there is any. I wonder if God will ever grant a prayer that contains such grudges in it.

In addition, I also learnt now who my real friends are and who are just a fake one. Well, I am lucky to have my good friends who are there when I need them the most. The fake one, I just need to let them go and out of my life. It is really startling to me that a person heart can be so cruel and how far can they go in order to hurt anyone they want. Hmm... I need to be wiser in knowing a person heart and their personality. I have to learn on letting go of unworthy person in my life too. It is better for both of us.

So, with the last 'push stop' in this post I will just forget all this thing and move on with my life. Sayonara and "You are definitely the lowest!!!".

it is ON !!!

2009-04-25T19:53:00.004+08:00

fuh... i had a cold war with my roomie today.

it was my fault anyway. i was extremely late to lunch. they waited for me for an hour and even ordered chicken rice for me. the thing is, i did not ask them to wait or help me to order anything. however, my gravely fault is that i also did not tell them to not wait for me before i went to shower ( by the way, i showered for about half an hour. hehe... kanasai... ) duh... i should have picked up the phone and said:

"dun wait for me yaa... i dun wan eat oredi. wanna go shower now. u guy eat baa..."

what made matter worst was when i went to the shop and instead of apologizing, i said: "why order for me?" woah!!! that really add oil to the flame lor...

haih... yup, i know it is my damn fault and i apologize about it. sorry........

the good news is, she have forgiven me just now. haha... yeah. thank you for not being mad for too long. if not, i don't know what to do leh... but, to have to bear her hatred even for just half a day is really dreadful. gosh, i really thought the world had stop spinning! lol...

erm... why did i feel so bad about it? aside from it being my mistake, it was the first time that we have such an uncomfortable situation. so, i really have no idea on how to deal with it. there have never been anything like this between us for almost 3 years. and it just happened she is about to leave in about a month. duh... really regret it.

again, i am sorry and thank you for forgiving me. yeah, now everybody officially know that i am such a jerk.

p/s: tell you something, i actually haven't return home since lunch. lol... was feeling scared leh...

Lucky Number Nin9

2009-04-20T15:39:00.005+08:00

as i promised before, after i am done with my Techno-P or Cyber-P project, i will talk a little bit about it here. just to share some ideas and opinions.

my friends and i were not interested to sell food and drinks for our project. selling clothes are not a good idea either. so, we came up with an idea to have a little mini fun fair.

our group name is Lucky Number Nin9. haha... Nin9 because there were 9 of us. Lucky is for hoping either players a.k.a customers or us will be lucky in the games. we thought of a few games and decided to go on with 3 types of games for our booth. which were Tin Tower, Hook Ur Luck, and Guli-Guli.

~Tin Tower was where players try to collect points by knocking down a 4 level cans using 3 balls.

~Hook Ur Luck required players to throw rubber bands onto nails with points marked on them.

players then claimed prizes according to points they got. meanwhile,

~Guli-Guli was a simple guessing game. players had to guess the amount of marbles in a transparent container. RM1 per guess and RM10 as reward if plater got the correct answer. haha... they were quite something, huh. a few players actually did guess the correct amount of marbles.

each person contributed RM50 as modal and by the end of the day, we get our modal plus some profits. well, it was a fun week anyway. haha...

however, i have to say that our booth rent for the 4 operating days are expensive. total rent was freaking RM250. haih, those commitees were really...

the rent made me speechless. hahahahahahahahaha.................

わたしのはいどさん。

2009-04-09T16:12:00.008+08:00

i am having this seductively smiling picture of Hyde as my wallpaper but my friends are complaining that he look like a girl.

where got? i do not think Hyde look like a girl at all. look... みってください。

VAMPS is Hyde solo project together with a guy named K.A.Z

Hyde's alter ego in P'unk~en~Ciel

so, will you please tell me now which part of him is girlish? i just could not see it. to me, Hydeさん is really すごいとかっこいですね。

and he can be funny too...

as vocalist and main song writer in L'Arc~en~Ciel

photo shoot during Theater of Kiss in Paris promotions

ル'アルク~エン~クイエル

anyway and anyhow, Hydeさん is and will always be my favourite japanese rocker. remember to check out their latest release of the Theater of Kiss concert DVD.

FiRiea

2009-04-08T15:00:00.010+08:00

i have been using facebook since the beginning of this trimester, around February this year. all thanks to my cousin who live in Australia. i never meet her in person actually, but we are keeping in touch using facebook now.

there are many interesting features in facebook that you may get addicted to. haha... as for my friends and i, we are hooked on Pet Society. we like to take those weird quizzes available too. like asking "who were you in past life", "when will you get married", "which x-men characters are you" and so on. i know it is lame but, who would not take on such easy quizzes. it is just for fun anyway.

well, among all those applications, i love Pet Society the most. my darling pet name is FiRiea.

in living room ready to greet friends visiting

in bedroom wearing St Patrick outfits

happily taking a bath

i first made him a male, but since there are many cute female clothing that i cannot help but let him wear them. haha... he is still all male and not gay though. i do not wish to change his gender either.

during Easter celebrations

in the playroom

i still have far to go in Pet Society. have to earn more money to dress FiRiea up and decorate the house. haha... sometimes i bring him to stadium to have fun earn some money.

we also go to cafe to meet new friends.

or just wander around the city and go for treasure hunting. hahaha...

other than this, my friends and i are also playing SuperPoke! Pets, friend for Sale, Farm Town, and Restaurant City. anyhow, i love Pet Society the most. a new addictions i guess. however, i am still very happy with it. haha...

April 2009

2009-04-02T17:21:00.004+08:00

as time goes by, i still remain unchanged. except for my weight. duh...

it is April now and final exam is just around the corner. i MUST absolutely do much much better than last time. God bless...

oh, ya... forgot to mention earlier in this trimester. i am taking a subject called Cyberpreneurship or the lecturer prefer to refer it as Technopreneurship since we are engineering students. haha... must sound more advance maa... our bussiness project is slightly different. we are offering other kind of products. well, i will let you know how it goes after the end of this trimester. so, be patient ya...

well, that is all of this crappy post. i just want to post something so that nuffnang would not stop ads in my blog. lol... thanks for your time and remember to help me click click on the advertisements.

domo arigato gozaimasu.

sweet EP

2009-03-18T16:41:00.006+08:00

duh... i am now in MMU CITS computer lab downloading some stuffs. the internet services in where i am staying really suck. guess i should have come to this lab much earlier. anyway, i am going to move out of EP for next trimester. hohoho... bidding sayonara to dear dear EP.

let me tell you something about EP, and of course there are always two sides of every story.

the bright side of EP:

very very near to MMU, say 1 minute walking distance? well, it is just opposite MMU main gate but is far from Law School.
have all your basic needs in one place, because eating outlets, groceries shop, computer center, hair saloon, and eye wears shop are just at the ground floor.
RM195 per month for twin sharing including internet fees, water and electricity bills. will be penalize if your bills exceed certain amounts.
free cleaning services.
there is a laundry services inside the building, RM2.00 per kilo is considerable cheap and you can usually get your clothes back on the next day. i like the laundry ladies the most.
the handyman is very nice, will help repair any damaged lamp or plumbing system.

now, come the ugly side of it, hahaha... :

troublesome security procedures every time you enter or leave EP compound.
very hard to bring friends in when you need to do some assignment discussions, have to register first and use the back gate only! damn that overreacting stupid guard. you have to freaking circle the whole building if you are coming out from campus. very silly.
damn, i hate the guards the most!
RM195 rate (twin sharing) is applied to every kind of rooms, no discount even if your room is at block B which is very very smaller compared to the one at block C. they save the best for guys only. definitely is a gender discrimination, damn!!! the same goes for anyone staying in the OVEN room, no big windows like other rooms except small one that face the kitchen. it is freaking hot, man!!! they should have come out with different rates for different kind of rooms, but why should they care when they freaking know that people are still going to rent it out :P
rents are to be collected in every 3 months, meaning you have to pay RM585 in a go. ouch!!! it hurts.
no, you cannot cook inside the house.
the internet is free, but it is very slow............... what a shame.

number 1, 2, 3, 4 and 7 in dislike is my main strong reasons to move out of that building. for the advantages, i only like number 1, 4 and 5.

well, i guess i am just tired of staying in EP. time to move out, baby.

one more thing, it really is much cheaper to stay outside. renting a room or house can save you more money. plus, you can get the whole room for yourself. of course it depends on what you are looking for and how you manage your priorities.

as for me, i am looking forward to stay outside with housemates that i can choose on my own. lol...

master room with air-cond RM220

2009-03-11T09:10:00.008+08:00

not so sure if my blog is getting people attentions much. haha...

as mentioned above, i am now offering an air-conditioned master room at RM220 per month for renting in June this year.

location: Taman Bukit Beruang - 5 to 7 minutes walking distances to MMU
rate: RM220 per month
type: master room - may get yourself a roommate if you wanted to
furniture: air-conditioner, washing machine and fridge
availability: 1st of JUNE in year 2009
feature: biggest room in the whole house - can accommodate up to 2 or 3 people
additional: friendly and cheerful housemates ^o^ - a house full of happiness

any enquiries can be forwarded at:

YM: lilychya86@yahoo.com
MSN: lilychya86@hotmail.com

P/S: the room is taken...

so bad

2009-03-09T20:03:00.004+08:00

today is public holiday for it is Maulidur Rasul. i forgot what it stands for... :P
which mean i have 3 days of free time, Saturday, Sunday and Monday... and i should have been making full use of this opportunities to settle all my unsolved solvable business. still, i just... =.=

haih... is there any solid, definite, extreme and good unselfish way in which i can change into a better person or a step closer to it? i do know what i have to do but, i just could not get myself to obediently do what i ought to. it is just so frustrating and devastating to myself... and this is not a freaking first time.

jeez... God! i am such a failure and a damn loser!!! fuck it all. damn! i am so mad at myself!!!

opsss... did i just used the f word. damn. before you go into any conclusion, just make a decent research on how the word F.U.C.K originated from first... :P

my rommie said that i should just as well proceed with the f word in this post since i really am an impolite, rude person according to her. haha... so, i am just being true to myself here? am i that vulgar of a person??? oh, no!!! where did all my ladylike qualities went to? that provides if i have any... =X die, die, die...

p/s: dun trust my roommie...

tag tag

2009-03-05T05:35:00.004+08:00

my virgin tagging... ( hope it does not sound too weird, but who cares anyway =P )

Let's tag tag tag.

Here's how it works.
1. write ten things about the person who tagged you.
2. write ten things about yourself.
3. find ten person u wanna tag.

1--> ten things about Jia Wen ~~~

1. Jia Wen is a girl if you are wondering =D
2. She is not single.
3. has a few pets, like Nike and Ayam.
4. very cute.
5. I first know her through Kim Foong because we were housemates in EP.
6. love to drink Shandy.
7. a very good girl, no late night outing, no drinking, no gambling, no smoking, no clubbing, and no drug of course.
8. I can see that she loves EH very much.
9. currently studying in MMU Cyberjaya.
10. I hope she still listen to PCD. haha...

2--> ten things about me ~~~

1. birth name is Lay Hun and surname is Lee.
2. was in Sekolah Kebangsaan.
3. learning my broken Mandarin informally from friends, if you hear me speaks Chinese, please do not expect me to read or write it lor... haha...
4. love to learn languages actually but why most 'bahasa' teachers are very 'garang' ?
5. opss... gained a whole lot of weight but have not been reducing it yet.
6. does not handle chores properly.
7. love spicy foods the most.
8. love to love.
9. hate laundry the most, must have washing machine (whoever created it is an awesome genius)
10. extremely friendly to closest friends only. hehe...

3--> I want to tag ~~~

1. Jessie
2. Pei Fen
3. Asmice
4. Cindy
5. Kim Foong
6. Yin Fung
7. Yeong Chiann
8. Koo Pig
9. CK Tan
10. Mei Yin

thanks for reading up to here. haha... :D

春雨里洗过的太阳 ; Spring Rain Washed Over The Sun

2009-02-11T19:43:00.004+08:00

back to 26th of December in year 2008, the XinTiao album by my favourite Lee Hom Wang was released. it has 10 songs and i like the 3rd track the most. so, here is it. the lyric of this song for you to share the rythms in my heart. haha... enjoy. all credits go to Lee Hom and the www.com

春雨里洗过的太阳
by: 王力宏

分開之後另一年的春天
記憶也像下雪一樣溶解
那些有你在身邊的影片
呼的一聲飛的老遠老遠

愛在夏天過完之後鎖在秋天
捱過冬天之後的我好了一些
嘿雨後的天上彩虹出現襯出一片藍天

我在淋過一場大雨之後的晴朗
那是春雨裡洗過的太陽
每個冬季帶來失落傷得多深
然後忽然看懂雲的形狀

If listen to the rhythm of the pouring rain
那是春雨裡洗過的太陽
每個冬季帶來失落傷得多深
每個呼吸都是新的芬芳

分開之後另一年的春天
記憶也像下雪一樣溶解
那些有你在身邊的影片
呼的一聲飛的老遠老遠

愛在夏天過完之後鎖在秋天
但捱過冬天之後的我好了一些
嘿雨後的天上彩虹出現襯出一片藍天

我在淋過一場大雨之後的晴朗
那是春雨裡洗過的太陽
每個冬季帶來失落傷得多深
然後忽然看懂雲的形狀

If listen to the rhythm of the pouring rain
那是春雨裡洗過的太陽
每個冬季帶來失落傷得多深
每個呼吸都是新的芬芳

流下的眼淚留下了智慧
愛情會天亮也一定會黑
世界會等我它會問我冬天過去了沒

我在淋過一場大雨之後的晴朗
那是春雨裡洗過的太陽
每個冬季帶來失落傷得多深
然後忽然看懂雲的形狀

If listen to the rhythm of the pouring rain
那是春雨裡洗過的太陽
每個冬季帶來失落傷得多深
每個呼吸都是你的芬芳
春雨裡洗過的太陽

~~pinyin~~

Chun Yu Li Xi Guo De Tai Yang
by: Wang Lee Hom

Fen kai zhi hou ling yi nian de chun tian
Ji yi ye xiang xia xue yi yang rong jie
Na xie you ni zai shen bian de ying pian
Hu de yi sheng fei de lao yuan lao yuan

Ai zai xia tian guo
Wan zhi hou suo zai qiu tian
Ai guo dong tian zhi hou de
Wo hao le yi xie hei
Yu hou de tian shang
Cai hong chu xian
Chen chu yi pian lan tian

* wo zai lin guo yi chang
Da yu zhi hou de qing lang
Na shi chun yu li xi guo de tai yang
Mei ge dong ji dai lai shi luo
Shang de duo shen
Ran hou hu ran kan dong yun de xing zhuang

If listen to the rhythm of the pouring rain
Na shi chun yu li xi guo de tai yang
Mei ge dong ji dai lai shi luo
Shang de duo shen
Mei ge hu xi dou shi xin de fen fang

(Repeat All)

Liu xia de yan lei
Liu xia le zhi hui
Ai qing hui tian liang
Ye yi ding hui hei
Shi jie hui deng wo
Ta hui wen wo dong
Tian guo qu le mei

(Repeat *)

Chun yu li xi guo de tai yang

Happy Belated Birthday to Jessie

2009-01-14T16:03:00.006+08:00

i am not sure if you ever did stop by my blog. still, i want to dedicate this entry to you and say i am really sorry for forgetting your birthday. sorry... so, here it is:

"Happy Belated Birthday, Jessie"

i also stole this photo, i am just terrible...

may you have another year full of blessing ahead. sorry for being such a lousy friend. and no, the fact that the birthday fall on a day before our last exam paper does not justify me forgetting about your birthday. forgive me again.

i am going back hometown tonight. have a wonderful holiday everybody and Happy Chinese New Year. it is the Ox dominating the whole 12 months. haha... God bless and take care.

Happy New Year 2009

2009-01-10T13:47:00.003+08:00

it is still January and i can say Happy New Year!!! haha...

hello hello. how is everyone doing? repeating the same old cycle of making new year resolutions and trying to finish it all in December? haha... the truth is i never have any resolution at all. haha... ridiculous you may think. but that is me.

i do not see the significant of having a resolution at all :P you either do it or you do not. as simple as that. why would you bother making so many things up if you know you are never going to fulfill it. come whatever may and just know that you are going to be better than the old you, right? as time goes by, people do mature whether they want to or not. to me, it is always changes toward the best. good luck in your life everyone. may this year of Ox be generous and prosperous for me. haha...

talking about growing up, do you know Dakota Fanning? the cute and brilliant child starlet. she stared in Hide and Seek with Robert De Niro, War of The Worlds with Tom Cruise, The Cat in The Hat with Mike Myers, Man on Fire with Denzel Washington, I am Sam with Sean Penn and many more. borned in year 1994, and a big fan of Hello Kitty she really rocks hollywood with her God given acting talents.

look at her now, already grown up into such a babe... woalaa...

however, being a celebrity since childhood appears to have it downfalls. i just wish that she does not turn out like how Lindsay L, Britney S or Drew B used to be. may her path is on the brighter side. all the best and keep on shining, baby! haha...

I turn 22 today [^o^] V

2008-12-28T20:47:00.006+08:00

hello world! i am officially 22 years old today. hmm... should i be happy? most girl does not like to have their age known because it show how much they have aged, but... well, i guess i have not reach that stage yet. haha...

anyhow, this is the day i should be thinking back and front about my life so far.

past:
of course there are many mud-poles and obstacles which i really really should take as firm reminders to not repeat those same old stupid mistakes and wrong-doings again. yeah, i did fell flat on my face twice! it is very regretful and i ought to correct those bad habits and laziness for my own good. i owe myself some redemptions.
still, many good things did happen too. when you lost something, you must be gaining something else, right? so did i. i got to know something i was not sure of before. the price is high thought.

now:
i could be and should be doing a better job. enough of time wasting!!!

future:
there is many to come... which i shall face with head held high and fully prepared. future means hope too.

today birthday is quite special for me. having my best friends bought me some fun. best of all is to have someone to celebrate my special day with me. it means a lot to me.

we watched a movie is called "Australia" leads by the ever lovely Nicole Kidman, and this year 2008 sexiest man alive Hugh Jackman. my verdict on this movie is, it is just MARVELOUS baby. some may compare it with the movie 'pearl harbor', but no no no. they are totally different. i am just absolutely in LOVE with this movie. needless more babbling as you better watch it yourselves for this movie really worth it. by the way, it runs for 3 hours mind you. better not drink too much during the movie or you will have to go to the bathroom like i did. haha... miss some good parts of the movie. haih...

all in all. today is one of my great days. thanks to Jessie, Pei Fen and Joanne.

tomorrow will be out with housemates for a steamboat or so is the plan. haha... looking forward to it. oh, yeah! i have not update on my last Singapore trip yet. hehe...

P/S: latest birthday wish is to get a place in Dean list.

Singapore, here I come !!!

2008-12-12T22:12:00.006+08:00

just had my last mid-term paper today, and in less than 5 hours i will be leaving for Singapore. it is just a short trip actually, but i am still very excited because... it had been ages and ages since my last out of Malaysia trip. hahaha... well, the main focus of this trip is to visit NTU of course since it is a university based trip. anyhow, i am looking forward to it.

however, after this 2 days and 1 night trip, it will be time to catch up with assignmentsss... there are 3 assignments left. all due in a week or two. haih... nevertheless, i must enjoy myself to the fullest at Singapore first, then come back and face those terrible assignments. hehe... :P

okay, see you when i am back. not yet finish packing. adios...

xoxo

p/s: i guess it is just not my style to "xoxo"... (^o^) but still, mmmuakssszzz.............. because i am so happy right now. haha...

welcome back to mmu

2008-11-09T14:26:00.005+08:00

how was your 3 golden weeks holiday? some may had interesting events happening in their holiday while for others it could be just the same old boring-time-wasting-too-short-to-be-called-a-holiday trimester break. i belong to the latter group. typical, huh?

anyway, i did manage to cross out a few things that i planned to do during that holiday. no need much elaboration. what i enjoyed most is the indian curry banana leaf rice at meena restaurant in kota bharu. yup, exclusive in my hometown only. haahaa...

one more thing, going back kelantan and visiting a friend 2 weeks ago was quite shocking. i recently found out that her dad is in comma. he got stroke and was hospitalized 2 and a half months ago. had an operation and is now at home since last month. he was still in comma when i last visit their house. he is responsive but unable to wake up. i pray and hope he will recover soon.

actually, i was dumbfounded during that visit because i just do not know what to do in that situation. what should i say to make my friend feel better? how should i react to the news? i am just clueless. so, i pretty much keep quiet and try to help around during my short visit there. hmm... not much that i could do.

i was also thinking that... i just do not know what to think.

dear God, please keep my family and friends in good health and brilliant mind. may you bless our daily life and forgive our arrogance and ignorance. we are helpless human being who always forgot about you until when we need you the most. amen.

no, i am neither christian nor muslim. does it really matter anyway?

all in all, welcome back to lecture class, tutorials, assignments and exam papers to all my mmu friends. let us do our best for this new trimester too.

best wishes and good luck. go go go !!!

Zettai Kareshi - Night Tenjou by Hayami Mokomichi

2008-10-21T21:13:00.011+08:00

first of all, zettai kareshi a.k.a absolute boyfriend is among many of Watase Yuu sensei's famous works and definitely one of my top favourite mangas. Night Tenjou is my absolute male character in all Yuu sensei's works. yeah, i prefer that robot than others! i just like him so much that it is still capable of making my heart skips and jumps faster whenever i look at this picture that i steal from onemanga half a year ago. hehe...

introducing Night Tenjou from Kronos Heaven

oh, my God!!! i am so helpless... look! look at this one too...

the most ideal absolute boyfriend. haha...

waaaa... or should i say kyaaa...? haha... i am so excited. not in the bad way, okay!
...
...
...

well, maybe a little. kakaka...

Soshi Asamoto, Riiko Izawa, and Night Tenjou

i was looking into a forum and found out that at 5th of April year 2008, Fuji TV first broadcasted Zettai Kareshi drama series nationwide in japan. the main point is, that we have live action absolute boyfriend now!!! yippiee... yeah... happy happy me... or that was how my first reaction went. there are differences in the story line and characters between manga and drama of course. but, i think i can still handle it. haha...

live action Zettai Kareshi

Malaysia CD and book stores are selling this baby nationwide. oh, my God again!!! how should i express my excitement and anxieties? i have mixed feelings. part of me want to watch this manga turning into live action, another part feel uncertain as the live action may spoil what i like in the manga. some japanese movies are just plain boring as the flow of their stories are too slow. what i really truly like so far are GTO by Takashi Sorimachi as the devil Eiikichi Onizuka and Power Office Girls or Shonumi starring Makiko Esumi as Chinatsu Tsuboi. anyway, i still do watch other japanese dramas though.

moving on, i noticed that my Night Tenjou was being acted out by Hayami Mokomichi.

the picture said it all

this name does not ring a bell but he look familiar. so i took a closer look and...

now i see ;-)

hahaha... this guy starred in Gokusen 2 before.

Gokusen 2 main casts

yea, i remember him now. the tallest guy in the whole class.

how could i forgot this tall, dark, and handsome guy. haiya... but, i have to say that his role in Gokusen 2 is minor while in Zettai Kareshi, he played my great Night Tenjou, the leading male character.

looking into Youtube, i think he did a pretty good job as Night. so, maybe i will purchase this set of DVDs for two obvious reasons.

one, to look at my Night Tenjou being brought to live and...

second, to watch my new found japanese actor, Hayami Mokomichi performing in this series. haha...

p/s: all photos are not taken by or originated from me. i use the world wide web baby.

tattooing

2008-10-17T10:25:00.001+08:00

while cramming for exams, we sneak some time for artistic activities. if you could call it an art. it was painless amateur tattoos. haha...

it all started when we were so stress out and my friend grab a highlight pen to colour on dai ga che's palm. dai ga che do not like me to identify her that way, so i will just call her lillian jie jie. haha... she is one sporting room mate and life is so much fun with her around to cheer people up as well as for my story telling sessions. hehehe...

back to the original topic, amateur highlighter and ball pen tattooing. let me proceed with photos since they tell the story better. the truth is, i am just plain lazy to type the whole things.

Ping Ping concentrating on her works

Ping Ping's fruit collections

'artist' at work, armed with stationaries.

my signatured drawing, a rose with butterfly

Ping Ping was unsatisfied with her fruits and redeem herself with this, notice the number 86.

thus, i have tattoos on both palms, do not dare trying to read it or you are so going to be curse for life. haha...

love this one, look at those neglected notes as background and my almost carpal syndrome mark

Lillian contributes with Trunks from the infamous Dragon Ball series

she just have to go to the extremes. haih...!!! [-.-!!! ]

two birthdays in a go

2008-10-16T21:30:00.012+08:00

hello, hello, hello.

exam is finally over. hmm... what a big gap of time since my last blog entry. yes. i know i am a bad blogger. haha...

okay, let us see what interesting events have occurred in my life so far.

had 2 weeks of final exams recently. between those weeks, celebrate 2 girls birthdays. both are my lovely housemates.

first is Qin Yee mei nu. we had a small buffet and steamboat at her friend's house. she is not just a pretty face, but can also cook and is a jpa scholarship holder. yes, she is a rare gem and already has a boyfriend.

then, there was Sei Sei's birthday.

sei sei the birthday girl

we went to bukit beruang Family Heritage restaurant, first floor western cafe. the decoration inside is simple yet soothing. suitable for family gathering and also friends hangout. it is a clean, small and air-conditioned premise. i am also impressed with the food. they taste as good as they look. we had chicken cordon bleu, breaded chicken chop and marinata spaghetti. we wash it all up with lipton earl grey tea, recommended by mei nu. for dessert, it was Sei Sei's birthday cake of course. haha...

chicken cordon bleu

marinata spaghetti

Sei Sei's birthday cake

lipton earl grey tea

everyone had a good time. we were there for more than two hours, from 6pm until the sun went down. wondering why it was such a long meal? it is because, we were camwhoring... haha...

Sei Sei and her roomie, Ping Ping

and with Qin Yee

grabbing on Pauline, oops i mean holding onto Lillian

having a taste of the tea

there are still more photos but i better keep them to my own amusements. haha...

that was all i could think of so far on what to post. may be going out with friends tomorrow to celebrate our bliss of freedom and relief after exams. hehe... i hope i did not flunk any paper. oh, dear.

custom made wallpaper

2008-07-25T01:17:00.006+08:00

this is my first time making my own wallpapers. i got this crazy idea out of being stress on the coming midterm exams, which i always have. it is to my own taste and pleasure. hehe...

first attempt; using ttplayer

finally, something i like, using winamp

the tricks are just simple print screen and paste method.

on the second picture, can you identify who is who and what is what? haha...

new printer

2008-07-06T15:26:00.007+08:00

there is an it fair inside mmu campus. it begun from 4th to 6th of july. i got myself a new printer since the old one was broken. this new baby is actually an older version of canon pixma printers.

meet my ip1300, which costs me RM95.00; was it cheap? i am not sure? i only hope that i will last much longer than the previous one. hopefully up to 10 years.

yesterday was fun. friends from cyberjaya came for a visit after not seeing each other for about a year. we went dataran pahlawan and portugis settlement for some kodak moments. but, i do not have the photos now. we shop until we drop, haha... and we also snaps some photos in between.

lunch at shibaraku was somehow quite dissapointing. the first time i went there, the meats were properly chopped and served. but, yesterday was uneven and oily. the dinner was good though. bbq pork rice and mee hoon soup in a chinese restaurant at around 8.30pm.

foong, mei nu, and jia wen

foong, jia wen and yin fung

with yong chiann and ling ling in the consultation room (^.^)

all these are old pictures. we miss them a lot. will probably go to see them by the beginning of a new semester. still in planning.

i am glad that my moral studies assignment 1 was done and over with. the title was child protitution and it was interesting to discuss about. haha... will be doing applied electronics assignment proposal next.

thats all for now. see you next time.

manga obsessions

2008-06-02T01:08:00.010+08:00

this is the first time i blog from my hometown. yup, it is semester break and i am in my parent's house having a typical holiday. haha...

my latest obsession now is manga. well, i first started to read a comic book since my primary school years. but, i am able to enjoy it more with today cheap and convenient Internet access. hehe... right now, i am reading "Rurouni Kenshin" by Watsuki Nobuhiro. the story line is really interesting. a hitokiri become ruruoni and vowed to only wield reverse-bladed sword, or sakabatō to protect the helpless. maybe Wikipedia can help explain it better.

meanwhile, i admire Yuu Watase works such as the famous fushigi yuugi, fushigi yuugi genbu kaiden, ayashi no ceres, zettai kareshi, imadoki and alice 19th. there are more actually, but these are my favourite so far. i love the story, drawings and probably because it is a shoujo manga. i even bought fushigi yuugi dvd recently. nice, nice. i am now waiting for fushigi yuugi genbu kaiden dvd to be released. not sure when though since the manga is still ongoing.

another shoujo mangaka is Mitsuba Takanashi who i knew through "Akuma de Sourou". this manga was made into a life series by some taiwanese actors. i prefer the manga version. when i was reading this manga, the leading male character reminds me so much of hyde from l'arc~en~ciel. but, i later found out that he was modeled after hide from x-japan band. haha... how weird of me to think like that.

about this manga, i was kind of disturbed by it storyline. step-siblings from different parents fell in love and get married in the end. weird... if you ask me. however, most of my friends are okay with it as long as the boy and girl are not blood-related. well, whatever. it is just so weird to me. i only like the drawings. and the author is also famous for her fashion senses. all her characters are nicely and wisely doll up.

long live manga. yeah!!!

drink it down

2008-05-15T16:56:00.004+08:00

this is laruku latest single which is also the official theme song for japanese devil may cry 4 game. released in january 2008. enjoy.

that is why i like l'arc~en~ciel, they are something and somebody. their works have a class of its own. they have clear visions and missions of what and how they want to become. not just a 'wannabe' group. go laruku.

laruku in paris

2008-05-13T17:19:00.006+08:00

tomorrow is my first paper for final exam.

latest news from laruku, they were at paris during may, just recently, performing life to thousands of their france fans. wondering when will they come to malaysia. i am so looking forward to see them live. may this dream do come true one day.

i envy those fans in france...

slow

2008-05-01T01:30:00.008+08:00

i know that i always took a long time to post something new. it is not that i am lazy or out of idea, but i prefer to blog only when something big or important happened and i could write good remarks on it. a pretty lame excuse, right? haha...

viewing my friendster photos just now, under "my love love attack" album, i realize that they are all asian guys with japanese style long hair (except Lee Hom Wang). so, i was thinking maybe my viewers, if there are any, would have misunderstood that i like pretty face, heavily dressed and all make up guys. well, that is not true.

what i am looking for in a man is not much different from some typical ladies. ( i do want and hope to become ladylike.) in my opinion, a man is most attractive when they are in their 30's. not to say that i only pursue older guys, but it is their maturity and... maybe the term "gentleman" like those posses by Daniel Henney can best explain what i meant to say.

okay, let me elaborate further so you may understand me better. take Daniel for an example, he is now in his 20's ( born 28th of November 1979), well late 20's, but he has a maturity, self assurance, dignity, and life motivation that are unbreakable. he is confident not arrogant, self-assured not selfish, strong yet sensitive, set his own moves rather than just following the crowd, successful yet humble, and he is independent. or at least, that is how i look at him. he is a man, not a boy.

so, i like mentally matured, physically masculine and emotionally dependable kind of man. erm... is it too much? when i say emotionally dependable, i did not mean that a man must never cry. i do not want to be with a robot for the rest of my life. however, i must stress that i am not looking for mr. perfect or mr. ideal, but only someone who is just perfect for me. twisted words, huh?

well, i have this kind of vision that my guy would just be simple. comfortable in t-shirt and jeans or shorts while still look smart in suits. the one who make me at ease when i am just moderately dress and feel appreciated when i am dressing up. the one to lift me up when i fall, and to be sincerely happy when i succeed. the one who always encourage not cruelly criticize. the one to pin point my mistakes with cares and love.

is unconditional love merely a myth? and do happily ever after only live inside fairy tales? haha... i almost lost faith in true love. the world is witnessing wedding unions as much as divorces everyday. but, when looking at old couples holding hands, walking side by side, even if with canes and having happy conversations together, i want to believe in love again. i want to give it a chance. i do not want to surrender without a fair fight. therefore, i also want you to be wise in love and wish you all the best. may cupids and God always be with you. bless and love. take care.

野に咲く花のように

2008-04-13T03:34:00.016+08:00

no ni saku hana no you ni

by: Gackt M. Sawasdee Camui

daremo inai GURAUNDO no namae kizanda sakura no shita
itsuka kimi to mou ichido
koko ni kuru koto wo yakusoku shiyou
CHAIMU no hibiku koutei no
katasumi ni saku hana no you ni
yasashiku waratte kureta kimi dake ni tsutaetai
tada "arigatou" to...
bokutachi wa itsu no hi ni ka
mata kono basho de deau sono hi made
no ni saita hana no you ni
kesshite makezu ni tsuyoku sakitai

kayoi nareta kono michi mo
kyoushitsu kara mieru keshiki mo

"itsumademo wasurenai yo"

to namida ukabeta, kimi no egao mo
itsumo minareta yuugure ga sakura namiki wo somete yuku
bokutachi wa sorezore no omoide wo
mune ni daite aruki hajimeru
itsuka mita yume no basho e tadori tsuku made
akiramenaide
mada na mo nai hana dakeredo
kesshite makezu ni tsuyoku sakitai

itsu no hi ka aruite kita michi wo
furikaeru toki ga kuru made
no ni saita hana no you ni
kesshite makezu ni tsuyoku sakitai
bokutachi wa itsu no hi ni ka
mata kono basho de deau sono hi made
no ni saita hana no you ni
kesshite makezu ni tsuyoku sakitai
kesshite makezu ni tsuyoku sakitai
sakitai...

translation:

like the flowers that bloom in the field

No one has engraved their name on the ground beneath the cherry tree
So let's make a promise to
come here together again someday and do that
Like the flowers that bloom in the corner of the schoolyard,
where the echoing of the school bell can be heard
I want to express to you, who gently smiled for me,
a simple "Thank you"
One of these days, we'll meet here again,
so until that day...
I want you to grow stronger and never-give-up,
like the flowers that bloom in the field

The road we got used to walking down,
and the scenery we saw from our classroom
With a smile upon your face and tears in your eyes you said,
"I'll remember them forever"
We got used to always seeing, the setting sun coloring the rows of cherry blossom trees
And as we begin to walk towards the future,
we'll hold each and every one of these memories in our hearts
Until you reach the place of the dreams you've envisioned
Don't ever give up
You are flowers that have yet to be named,
but I want you to grow stronger and never give up no matter what

Someday, when the time comes
to look back down the path you've walked
I want you to have grown stronger and have not given up,
like the flowers that bloom in the field
One of these days,
we'll meet here again, so until that day...
I want you to grow strong and never give up,
like the flowers that bloom in the field
I want you to grow strong and never give up,
I want you to flourish... (1)

*Notes: (1) sakitai... literally, it means "i want you to bloom" but he is saying it to the effect of, "i want you to grow and flourish" because he wants them to grow stronger as they grow up.

P/S: i got this translations from gackt's fan website. not my own materials but it help me to understand this song better and i also wanted you to. the singer, Gackt is a japanese and you may find out more about him from Wikipedia, and Virtual Japan.

i love love love this song very much. simply because it is beautiful, both in melodies and lyrics. it also has a wonderful meaning especially about our good old school days.

Gackt, his singing just pierce into my hearts. i can never get enough of him. he has so much talents and good, cool personality. being a perfectionists and a very competitive person, you can always expect to get the best performances from him. he like to push himself to the limits. he can play various instruments, and acts too.

some people said he looks like a woman, which is not uncommon for jrock and jpop artists. but, i always see gackt as a lone wolf, cool beautiful mysterious lonely successful male artist. afterwards, from japan shows in youtube, i begin to see him more as an approachable person, a shy, humble, delicate, strong, funny, kind hearted, reserved, still lonely, and ... i just run out of words to describe him. haih... maybe the term 'hana yori dango' suits him better.

he is a big fan of martial arts, having trained in judo, karate, kick boxing and others. he is a little under 6 feet tall, with lean body, and has the bad habit of smoking. gackt prefers night to day, hates sweets, and prefers candle light over electric. it is said that the only lights on in his home are always candles.

he also had a pet dog and a cat. this one here is belle, his pet dog that deceased some time ago.

however, being a typical female fan, i prefer to see different sides (or the softer side) of this lone wolf. that is why i always search for domoto kyoudai, heyX3 and utaban shows in youtube to watch gackt interviews and talks. he is a non-believer in marriage. haha... why am i not surprised. i believe he is a straight guy despite all those fan-based rumours.

ok, moving to his discographies, so far, i like the songs no ni saku hana no you ni, kono dare mo inai heya de, last song, love letter, orenji no taiyou, arittake no ai de, redemption, kimi ni aitakute, seven, todokanai, tea cup, illness illusion, black stone, white eyes, and soleil. there are still more of his songs, but i am not able to get to all of them yet. as time goes by, i will listen to all of them. besides, i think him leaving malice mizer in 1998 and went solo was a wise step. he has his own band now called GacktJOB. gackt begin to open up more when he is doing solo.

why do i like gackt so much?
he is talented, mostly as a singer, also as an entertainer.
hard worker,
ambitious,
true to himself,
his deep voice,
his belief in himself,
successful yet humble,
him being a martial artists,
his coolness,
unintended jokes,
sometimes make cute innocent remarks,
he can be funny at times.

i just love Gackt. there is much more to say about him but, this is as much as i could think of to say about him right now. i will keep on rooting for gackt.

P/S.S: photos are taken widely from internet, no violation of copyright or originality are ever intended. this post is dedicated to gackt fans such as myself.

Hyde @ Hideto Takarai ???

2008-03-21T01:52:00.020+08:00

i was surfing for Lee Hom's latest news on the net a few days ago, and suddenly came across a movie entitled "Moon_Child" in which Lee Hom was one of the casts long time ago. so, i did further research and watched the movie in YouTube.

guess what, i came upon admiring Kei, a vampire played by Hyde (in white shirt). then, googled on Hyde, listen to his songs and browse for his photos. and right now, i am madly in love with him. hahaha... i know very well that i am already over 20 years of age and should have had enough with J-idol phenomenas, but still, i go ga-ga all over him. haiyoo...

going on, i look out for his biography but with only a few success. thanks to Wikipedia and his hard die fans, i got to learn a bit of something about him.

Hyde (Pronounced in Japanese: Hai-do, or in English as "Hide", born on January 29, 1969, in Wakayama, Japan) is the singer for the Japanese rock band L'Arc~en~Ciel.

Since Hyde keeps his personal information secret, much about him is either unknown or unofficial (including his real name, which is rumored to be Hideto Takarai, and his birth date). He is the only child in his family. His parents owned a pub with a karaoke box and were married very young.

He joined L'Arc~en~Ciel in 1991 after leaving another band called Jerusalem's Rod where he was the guitarist.In addition to being the lead singer and main lyricist of L'Arc~en~Ciel, Hyde has solo projects, as well as his own record label under Sony Japan called Haunted Records.

On December 25, 2000 Hyde married model Megumi Oishi. He had stated that he had always admired Oishi and that she has a beautiful face. Hyde was introduced to Oishi on Utaban after a performance of DIVE TO BLUE. They have one child, who was recently revealed by Oishi to be a boy. His name has not been released. i am speechless. but, good for him anyway. having a happy family and successful careers.

Hyde released his first solo album, Roentgen, on March 27, 2002. An overseas edition featuring English lyrics was released in July of the same year. After the expressive, artistic ballads of Roentgen, Hyde's next two singles, "Hello" and "Horizon," released June and November of 2003 respectively, returned to his rock roots.

His second solo album, 666, was released on December 3, 2003. It provided a dramatic contrast to Roentgen and the two albums became viewed as counterparts. Hyde's song "Shining Over You" from his 666 album was used as the commercial song for Namco's Baten Kaitos: Eternal Wings and the Lost Ocean.

In 2003, Hyde starred alongside Gackt in the Japanese film Moon Child. In a duet as part of the project, Hyde and Gackt sang "Orenji no taiyou". The song was also released on Gackt's fourth full-length album, Crescent.

In 2004, Hyde took on the role of the guitarist Adam in the movie Kagen no tsuki /下弦の月 (Last Quarter), a movie based on the popular manga by Ai Yazawa. The movie's theme song, "The Cape of Storms", came from Roentgen.

yup, he had only stared in two movies so far. both are sad stories.

After a three-year hiatus, L'Arc~en~Ciel astonished their fans with a series of seven concerts titled "Shibuya Seven Days" in June and July 2003. At the conclusion, they announced a new album, Smile, which was released in March, 2004.

In the summer of 2005, Hyde composed the music for the song "Glamorous Sky." The song was used in the movie Nana, another film based on a popular manga by Ai Yazawa. The song was sung by fellow Japanese artist Mika Nakashima and the lyrics were written by Ai Yazawa. In August, Hyde and his solo band performed the song on Music Station with Mika Nakashima, Hyde being on guitar. Starting in January 2006, Hyde's single "Season's Call" was used as the second opening theme to the anime show Blood+. This single was released on February 2, 2006. Hyde's album, Faith, was released on April 26th, 2006.

Faith was accompanied by a five-month tour with many locations in Japan, some exclusively open to members of his fanclub. After signing on with Tofu Records as a solo artist, a US debut concert was scheduled as part of the Faith tour, which was held at Slim's in San Francisco, California on July 5, 2006. Tickets for the event went on sale online at 1 p.m. EST on April 2, 2006 and sold out in an astonishing three minutes. The second round of sales was held April 9, also online, and also sold out quickly. Soon afterward, rumors began circulating in the fan community of a second concert, to be held at House of Blues in Anaheim, California, on July 2. The rumors remained unconfirmed for a week before the event was announced officially. Like the San Francisco venue, the second concert also sold out, as did two more US concerts (the Fillmore, San Francisco and House of Blues, Hollywood).

The overseas version of Faith was released on June 27, 2006 and included a bonus DVD featuring music videos for both "Countdown" and "Season's Call". In Faith, Hyde uses a Fender Mustang as his main guitar, this is known for Kurt Cobain influences to Hyde's career; contrary to 666 album version- Hyde uses Gretsch guitars. Hyde also made a brief appearance at the Tofu Records booth at Anime Expo 2006 in Anaheim, California on July 1 for a question and answer panel. Following the completion of the FAITH tour, a DVD of the concerts was announced and was released November 8th, 2006.

HYDE is currently back with L'Arc~en~Ciel which on 31st May 2007 released their first single in two years, Seventh Heaven.

2008, HYDEIST, Hyde's official website announced that Hyde would be having a live tour around certain parts of Japan, which included Sendai, Sapporo and Fukuoka, starting from 1st August to 25th October. The announcement sparked off rumours of Hyde releasing a new solo album, but that has yet to be confirmed.

so, he had launched 6 solo albums so far. i love the song evergreen, hello, countdown, a drop of colour, orenji no taiyou, angels's tale, shallow sleep, season's call, the cape of storms, hideaway, glamorous sky, and i could go on and on. you may listen to his tracks in my friendster profile.

and i noticed something about him, he looks like a different person in every pictures. sometime boyish, sometime charming, but always good looking. some people jokingly said hyde and gackt are actually vampires because they do not seems to age with time.

hyde is colour blind, so he could not become a cartoonist that he originally wanted. nevertheless, i still adore him. besides, he has a big appetite and always tries the local cuisine of the countries he travels to.

both are bishounen.

P/S: materials are extracted from internet, do not sue me. saya tiada duit...

homo sapiens and i

2008-02-27T00:40:00.008+08:00

again... emotional matters:

maybe i am just an overly sensitive person. yeah, you got me, i am a very sensitive person! i cared about details. besides, i do mind and kept it in my tiny little heart when it concerns people close to me. if you are just my hi-bye friends, what should i bother so much. i do not have many friends, but only a few good friends (or so i thought). well, maybe i guess wrong. again, just like the other things in my silly typical life.

i do not expect something fancy from friends. just sincerity, trust, and honesty. but, i myself do not easily trust someone. it is just so hard to find a trusty person that when the trust is betrayed or i felt it is betrayed, it hurts so much. damn! (contradictory to my thinking, i always behave the opposite. discipline problems, most likely). well, why not. people have their alter egos. just wisely manage it.

the point is, life is like a wheel. you have your up and you have your down. sometime it sucks, but... yeah, it is always bad. just kidding, really. i am so upset now that i cannot think of anything good to cheer myself up. other than spilling out all my disappointments here.

it is just that i had finally confirmed that a good friend of mine had been lying to me all this time. just let this person to be known as X.

is it such a big deal where you came from and who you were before, compared to where and who you are now. to be exact, does me being from m-ed school rather than from c-ed school like you is a very big different that made you lied to me. i am well aware of my inability to read all those c characters, but why must you hide it from me? it is like you thought i do not worth it. well, you better listen here carefully. i am sure worth of it, but it is you who does not worth of me. so, (just get the hell out of my sights, and all my other senses. get lost and go die somewhere else) would have been what i would really like to shout out to you. but, i am trying to be rational here. or maybe coward to others.

okay, the main questions here is; a friend ask me this before:
"will you prefer to find a life partner who is m-ed like you or not?"
i answered:
"it does not matter, as long as we have respect for and understand each other."

but, the meaning behind this question is bothering me now since i recently just finally understood it. i am not slow or what, i just do not want to admit the truth of this tricky question when it was asked back then. maybe i was hoping for miracle.

no matter how or why, black can never turn into white or otherwise, it can only turned into grey by the best method. i used to be fine with this grey things, but certain people just make it feel like black, grey and white are so very much different from each other. grey will never be good enough when neither black nor white are willing to give in. and it is not okay if only black surrender, or otherwise. both side need to compromise. that is like asking too much since not many are truly able to do so. tell me, show me, is there a single person willing to step on their own pride and admit to other people points? the older we get, the bigger is our bubble of egos.

good values are just so hard to be practiced in real life that it sometimes so tiring and clueless especially when feeling like it is done all alone. it always take two hands to clap. get it?

christmas eve

2007-12-24T22:35:00.000+08:00

what a night! here i am, stuck in my rental room with my friend. we did not go out and have some fun, since we do not have a transport. such a lame and boring way to celebrate christmas. (=.=!!!)
i heard before that people tends to feel more lonely when it come to festivals. some will usually gather with their family members and friends on these day. but, some may feel lonely and have nothing special to do. i am kind of in the latter situation right now...

flashing back, i remember how we used to celebrate christmas in my hometown. we did not have much to do during the eve, but things are busy on christmas day. we would sleep early and woke up 5.30 in the morning since we only have one bathroom in each house. it was an old shop house in a small "cowboy" town. when everyone is ready by 7.00am, we begin our car ride to the next town which is an 1 hour journey.
reaching the church around 8.00am, we went for the services, reciting the hymns, listening to the father preaching, and some performances by children from the sunday school. usually there will be a few baptism ceremonies on that day. the service ends in about 2 hours. we were given some nicely wrapped tokens from the church. children usually get snacks and stationary while adults get mugs with cover. i used to get chocolate coated biscuits, pencil box, and other kind of snacks. my siblings and i do barter trades when we get home. after gifts giving, we head for a lunch buffet. the main event of the day for me. they have been changing the venues and foods from time to time, but it was always delicious. yummy...
after some decent meals, we head back home and return to our normal life. watching interesting, sometime boring tv programmes or just fooling around. but, since we have astro now, it should be much better compared to years back then. sometimes, my parents will bring us to shopping malls for some entertainments.
what i miss most about christmas is celebrating it with both my grandparents, but they past away since my secondary schools years. may God bless their souls always with love and peace.

unfortunately, here i am right now. hundred of kilometres away from my nostalgic hometown. my friends and i were supposed to go portugese settlement there but the trip was cancel (T.T) however, i plan to treat myself to a nice meal tomorrow. may it be a nice breezy day.
finally, i wish all my families and friends merry christmas and a happy new year. may it be full of joy and harmony. have fun and take care. i am not a christian actually, but i still enjoy celebrating christmas.

mr president

2007-12-15T15:16:00.001+08:00

how dare you ask me "what you hold the position for?" when you yourself never attend any seminar, talk or our club official meeting. always ask you underlings to cover for your shit!!! only care for your other club.
listen here properly!!! whether you like it or not, you are the president and i am just an ASSISTANT secretary. ASSISTANT secretary!!! your vice president, secretary and treasurer are willing to take your all your bull but do not ever think that i will anyway be like them.
want to talk about RESPONSIBILITY? damn you, our club biggest coming event is not even organized by you. and what is your position again? PRESIDENT!!! i am just a small tiny ASSISTANT secretary, and i did my part in it. how about you??? what the hell have you contribute for that? where is your responsibility???
do not ever try to dare me anymore. got it? ADIOS!!!

P/S: oh, my God! i really hate myself when i get mad!!! ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

爱的路上只有我和你

2007-12-09T04:16:00.000+08:00

Ai De Lu Shang Zhi You Wo He Ni

Artist: Richie Ren

Bu zhi dao shen me shi hou kai shi xi huan zhe li
Mei ke ye li dou hui lai zhe li kan ni
Ni chang de zhe me mei li jiao wo bu neng bu kan ni
Kan bu dao ni wo jiu mi shi le zi ji

Hao xiang qian ni de shou zou guo feng feng yu yu
You shen me kun nan wo dou pei zhe ni
Zhi dao tian chang di jiu, zhi dao tian huang di lao
Ai de lu shang zhi you wo he ni

Bu zhi dao shen me shi hou kai shi xi huan zhe li
Mei ke ye li dou hui lai zhe li kan ni
Ni chang de zhe me mei li jiao wo bu neng bu kan ni
Kan bu dao ni wo jiu mi shi le zi ji

You shi hou ni hen tiao pi zong shi rang wo zhao ji
Yi ke xin zong shi wei ni diao bu ting
Zhi you yi bi shang yan jing, zong you qian bai wan ke ni
Ni de ying zi, zhuang man wo de nao huai li

Bu neng guo bu xiang ni, ye bu neng guo wang ji ni
Zhong shi zai meng li yi zhi kan dao ni
Duo xiang dui ni shuo ju, wo shi zhen de ai ni
Dui mo de xin bu yao zai huai yi

Hao xiang qian ni de shou zou guo feng feng yu yu
You shen me kun nan wo dou pei zhe ni
Zhi dao tian chang di jiu, zhi dao tian huang di lao
Ai de lu shang zhi you wo he ni

Hao xiang qian ni de shou zou guo feng feng yu yu
You shen me kun nan wo dou pei zhe ni
Zhi dao tian chang di jiu, zhi dao tian huang di lao
Ai de lu shang zhi you wo he ni

*P/S: this is my favourite love song ever. it really sang out how i felt about my first crush [:P]
really bring back the good memories. whenever i feel down, it always lift me up. haha...
however, Wang Lee Hom is still my all time favourite singers alive. ^O^

pasar malam

2007-12-02T14:05:00.001+08:00

look at the foods... Oh, my God! guess how many people was it for? i will give you the answer in the next post... while you are at it, also try to list out the foods name one by one including the drink. good luck ^O^

the beginning...

2007-11-25T10:59:00.001+08:00

my first scribble on this blog.
wow... i had move forward i guess. starting from blogging in friendster, i proceed to using blogger, with more features and applications. however, what matter most is the contents itself.
there is still some improvement that i need to do here, but i am running out of idea so far.
looking back into my previous blog website, i mostly tell about my heartfelt and all those nonsense emotional unbalanced experiences i had. hopefully this time, my blogs will describe me in a much better way. not the emotional and clueless brat like back then. nevertheless, it really was the old me. just hoping that i did grew up from those life encounters, into a mature and wise young lady. that is my wish at least. ha ha... there is nothing wrong with a girl wishing for something good for herself. as long as nobody else was hurt by it.
well, that is all for now. see you in the next posts. take care and so long. adios.